Love hurts 18+ (BTS Jimin)

11) Therapy

2 days had passed and the time came where N had to go to therapy, but was she going to go on her own will? Hell no! And luckily her best friend knew that so she came by to pick up N and literally take her there.

Bff: "Girl get up, we're leaving in like 30 minutes" she said as she somehow got into N's lille home and went to her room.

N: "What...? I'm not going anywhere. I was actually sleeping" she said as she turned to the other side, not even thinking twice about how the hell her bestie got in here lol. She probably had a key like Jungkook has a key to Jimin's crib.

Bff: "Uhm yes you are! In case you forgot it's been 2 days, you're going to therapy"
N: "I'm not going"
Bff: "Yes you fucking are N, I will literally carry you over there if you don't get ready soon"
N: "I don't want to go, I don't even need help it doesn't even matter"
Bff: "You need help N, I'm not doing this to be mean I'm literally trying to help you get your life back"
N: "But I'm not going... I can't..."
Bff: "Why not?"
N: "Because...I'm scared, and I don't want to go"
Bff: "It's not as scary as it seems, I heard therapists are actually really sweet people"
N: "It's not that... you wouldn't understand"
Bff: "I'm your best friend N, I know you better than you know yourself. Try me"
N: "It's just... I'm scared to go outside, and I'm scared to talk to people... and I can't talk about myself that scares me too... I just can't go okay..."
Bff: "But that's what they're going to help you with... so you can get your life back and start doing the things you used to do without being anxious all the time"
N: "What if I don't want that?"
Bff: "Either way you still need help. We're literally leaving really soon so get ready" she said as left the room so N could get ready, and thankfully she did.

After getting she slowly came into the main room where her bestie was waiting for her. N was literally shaking because she was so nervous... but deep down she knew she had to go.

Bff: "Are you ready to go?"
N: "No..."
Bff: "N come on... you can do it! You'll literally only be talking to that therapist for one hour, it's over before you know it"
N: "But...I'm still scared..."
Bff: "Do you want me to go inside the building with you? I can even introduce you to that therapist for you if you want? Please N I just really want you to get better... I'll do whatever you need okay? No judgments"
N: "I really want that....if it's not too much of course... and... will you please be there when I'm done too...?"
Bff: "Of course! It's not too much, and I promise you I'll be right on the other side of the door the whole time!" she said as they slowly began making their way outside into the real world.

N: "Thank you so much..."
Bff: "Of course!! I'm always here for you sis" she said as they made their way to the building.

It was a big building to be honest, guess a lot of people needs therapy nowadays not gonna lie. But anyways lol, they went inside the building. They didn't really know where to go from there but luckily the therapist was waiting for them.

N: "Wait...I can't...I'm scared..."
Bff: "N, come on... you're literally here now, you can do it" she whispered while the therapist approached them.

Bff: "Hi... uhm, I booked a time for my friend here..."
Therapist: "Alright, nice to meet you two! You must be the friend, what's your name?" she smiled in a really friendly way as N watched her best friend shake hands with the therapist.

N was really anxious right now and her anxiety was literally through the roof. She was shaking but she tried her best to not show any bad emotions. Since N wasn't speaking, her bestie had to help.

Bff: "Her name is N, I'm sorry she's really shy"
Therapist: "That's okay, we have a lot of shy people here so don't be nervous, it's completely normal to feel shy. It's nice to meet you N" she said as N just smiled awkwardly because she didn't know what else to do or say.