I really appreciate the advice from Nori. I never got real answers from Norris on why he cheated. Maybe those the answers I need to really move forward. I know he probably won't give me the answers I want. He couldn't be honest with me then, so im sure he won't be honest with me now. He at least owe me that much hell. I don't know why I keep giving this man the benefit of the doubt. I just keep hoping the Norris I knew and fell in love with is somewhere deep inside of him.
I really feel bad for the kids. They all are good kids and deserve better. After talking to Nori, I can understand why he shut down. Honestly, I would have shut down too. All of this is a lot for them to deal with. Going from house to house, watching they mama live in paranoia, and it's nothing they can do about it. Yeah, that's a lot for them. They are used to structure, used to going to school, and pretty much living a normal life. To go from that to what had became their new life now is a lot. In ways I feel responsible for what they are going through. Me staying with Norris allowed them to continue to have a normal life. They not the only ones not living a normal life no more. My life ain't been normal since I decided to leave Norris. Everything has been just a blur for me. I know it's only going to get worse...
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RomanceGabriel, no longer a lonely housewife. She finally got what she wanted and felt that she deserved. Only thing, she got it in a way she didn't expect. Trying to juggle motherhood and a complicated situation, everything became too much to juggle at on...
