KS5 - Dominant Uke ✔

Chapter 13

Miracle's POV

I am not in the mood to talk to anyone today. I am pretty annoyed and I hate this feeling so much. I have no right to be mad because I am not his boyfriend but here I am cursing him in my head since noon.

"Ira, can you tell me your problem?" Jeha asked.

"No, I can't and I won't." I didn't realize that I squeezed the can of mango juice already with my bare hand.

I don't want to look pathetic to anyone. I will never be.

We were dismissed 15 minutes earlier and Jeha is already waiting outside the building.

"Are you sure you're not gonna wait for Kian?"

"Jeha, I am going home. I don't need to meet him every day. I am really not in the mood so I'll be grateful if you stop mentioning that guy's name."

"Fine, let's go. How about Ice and Yohan?" He asked.

"Ice told me that he'll finish his paper here and I don't know about Yohan. He left right away after dismissal."

When we got home, I gave him my phone and ordered Jeha to tell my brothers not to wake me up on dinner.

In the morning, Jeha reported to me that Kian keeps calling on my phone. I went to school earlier than normal. I don't want to see him. I am mad. Fucking mad.

"What did Kian do to you? I am going to beat him up." Ice came angry. I left them at home earlier and probably he met Kian already on his way here.

"Nothing, I am fine. He did nothing. I'll eat with you later, okay?"
Yohan entered the room too. "You are eating with me too, Yohan."

"What's the problem?" He asked.

"See? Even Yohan noticed it. We're going to have lunch outside and you are going to spill everything, Miracle Suppasit." Ice is serious already and I can't mess with him right now.

It was lunchtime when I saw Kian outside our room. I ignored him.
I don't feel like talking because of my nonsense issue.

Chin drove us to the restaurant. I am glad Ice didn't book the whole place just to make me spill everything. We ate lunch along with our 5 Elites including Jeha.

"If you don't want to talk about it, it's fine. I'll give you that, but if I found out that Kian hurt you, forgive me cause I'll do my best to make him gone like a bubble in your life. Are we clear, Ira?" Ice warned.

"Yeah, I get it. Don't worry I am just not in the mood to talk to him or even talk about him. Let's just eat." I gritted my teeth. 

We went home as soon as the class ended. No Kian for today too... The next day I did the same.

He keeps calling and messaging me. They said he waited for me in the living room too but I don't like talking right now so he went home after Yohan asked him too.

Yes, this is the kind of person I am. I act cold and tough but when I am in my room, I am just a little guy who lived because of a miracle. I sometimes think that I don't deserve to be here but what can I do? All I need is to be like anyone else in my family.

I went to the gazebo and think of what to do and how to act strong again for the coming days.
"Fuck this life." I cried, not because Kian hurt me but because I don't like being an insecure bitch who is affected in every comment Kian is getting on his social media accounts and to every post he is liking. I can't let him see me that way. That's a total turn-off. A guy like me doesn't deserve any relationship with this attitude.

"Oh fuck, I don't know you are there."
I got surprised when someone handed me a bottle of lemon juice.

"And I never thought I will have to see a chance to see a gloomy Ira. What happened?" Drew asked.