KS5 - Dominant Uke ✔

Chapter 54

Ira's POV

They found out already.

Instead of happiness, they are scared. Even the doctor couldn't congratulate me when he said I was pregnant. We are talking about the huge risk I am taking to have this baby. 'Even though I am mad at your dad, I will love you so much and give you everything. You don't need him. You have me. I wanted you so bad before, but you came to me a little late. Don't worry, my little one, I promise you'll be safe with me.'

I hope he won't look like Kian.
What should I do if my baby grows up and look like him? It would be a daily reminder of my failed relationship with Kian.

My mom already talked to me earlier in my room. He cried so hard no one could stop him. I am hard-headed, they don't want me to be pregnant, but I like this with Kian so bad. The difference is he is not with me anymore.

Dad entered next. To be honest, dad is quiet about the break-up. It's somewhat alarming because he is the one who I expected to freak out the most after the break-up. He is too protective of me.

"I, you are pregnant; what is your plan?" Dad asked me. "If you really want to go, wait at least months after you gave birth. You've been extending this master's degree for too long already. We can take care of your kid, do what you wish to do. There is no stopping you." Daddy told me.

"Thanks, dad. Papa Kai already called me to ask how am I too."

"So, how are you?"

"I am fine, dad."

"I know what you did, Ira. I will never be mad at you, but you understand that you are wrong to do that, right?"
Dad told me. "I know you are hurt. If you want to hurt him back, there are many ways I can help you.  But kissing while you are in a relationship, that's so wrong. It's so low."
Dad hates cheating the most.

He reminded me again about my mistake.

"I know, dad."

"Did you tell him about the baby?"
He asked me. I am curious why the president of the Kian-haters club sounded so concerned to Kian. "Ira, he needs to know. That is his too."

"I told him, but I have no plan of showing it to him."
I was so mad earlier. I told him that to mess up with his brain. He found out that he was having a kid, but he could never touch it or see it.

"Ira, honey. He is the father. Talk to Miles about this." Dad is always sensitive when it's about kids or babies.

I don't know what to do now that I am single and pregnant.

When I am bored like this, I will flood Kian random texts. He may not reply because he is busy, but I want him to read once he has time. I don't have friends, so I am clingy to him. I have Jeha, too, but he is more like a grandfather. I once had Drew, but he fell for me, and Kian doesn't like me talking to him.

I miss him.
Fucking tears, constantly streaming.

Kian has plenty of friends, though, but I hate Steph the most.
I can feel like he has really something for Kian.

I need to get out of this room.
I am seeing Kian everywhere. The best idea is to sleep with Candy in the meantime.

Let me tweet something first.
All my past tweets are about Hype.
Fucking Hype.
I always supported them, but their members still hate me for Kian.
I never pushed him to bring me to rehearsals, too, because I feel like they are stabbing me in the back.
I felt it, they are exchanging glances and small laughters whenever I visit, and my boyfriend is just there, serious.
They made me feel unwanted, but I still went there for Kian because I thought it would make him happy.
I am not naive. I can't understand if he is embarrassed to bring me to their practice or annoyed about me being so clingy.
Kian changed. I recalled how proudly he introduced me to his friends before, but it changed when they debuted.