Jennie Kim
Sleepless nights became my habit. Waking up in the middle of the night become a part of my daily routine because Lisa has been screaming and crying about her dream.
She's crying and became frustrated by not remembering anything. Madalas siyang tinuturukan ng pampakalma para lang mapigilan ang pagwawala niya.
And it's killing me. She's hurt. My Lisa is in pain and I need to be strong for her.
1 AM and she's still awake, looking outside, lost in her own thoughts. Ilang gabi ko na din siyang naaabutan na nakatingin sa labas, katulad ngayon.
Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya kaya napabaling sakin ang atensyon niya.
"Hey, do you need something?" Ngumiti lang siya sakin pero kitang-kita ang lungkot sa mata niya.
"Nagising ba kita?" I shook my head and kissed her cheek.
"Wanna go outside?"
"Uhmm.. how?"
"I'll ask your doctor so don't worry."
Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. Hindi ko alam kung anong nasa isip niya ngayon and it's so hard for me seeing her like this.
"Aren't you tired?"
I want to kiss her. I reached her cheek and my fingers trailed down to her lips, outlining the shape of her mouth.
"I won't get tired of loving you, my Lisa. Even if it will take forever, hindi ako mapapagod alagaan ka. Please don't think too much. I love you, you're still here with me, and that is all that matters."
Isinandal niya ang noo niya sa balikat ko. Mahihinang paghikbi nalang ang narinig ko mula sa kanya.
I wish I could take away all the pain.
"Please don't leave me. I'm so lost, I want to remember you, I wanted to say how much I love you, but it frustrates me because I can't. Please don't leave me.. I'm scared, Jen. I'm so scared.."
Niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit. I need to be strong for my Lisa.
"I'm not going anywhere, love. Hindi ako aalis sa tabi mo at kahit kailan hindi ka mag-iisa dahil nangako tayo, nangako ako na habambuhay kitang mamahalin."
Nanatili lang siya sa ganoong posisyon. Naramdaman ko din ang mga kamay niya na yumakap sakin.
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Undying Love || JenLisa
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