I Did This?

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

"You really wanna know how?"

"Positive."

I was in Zayn's backyard with Penny. I asked her if I could learn how to change on command, incase I need it. "Alright. I don't even know so this is an experience for both of us."

Zayn walked outside with a lounge chair and a book. He took a bite of the sandwich he brought out earlier and sat down. "Zayn, don't you wanna watch?" I asked. He looked over his sunglasses like I was joking. "I'd rather not." "Please?" Penny begged. "Alright." he puffed. Penny ran to hug him and took her place again in front of me. "Sure. Listen to the lady."

"Yea. She's my girlfriend. So, I will." Zayn retorted.

"And if I wasn't?"

"I'd still listen, because you're beautiful." She smiled, breaking out into a blush.

"C'mon. Lets get this started." "My dad knew how to do it. He told you have to feel it. Want it. Need it. It's something that takes a lot of energy, but its worth it once you know ." she explained. "How did he do it?" I asked. "It's like releasing a feeling. A feeling that's hidden away. You need to bring it out."

I tried to see what she was talking about, but I only felt a growl in my throat. "Did he think of someone when he did this?" I asked.

"Now that you mention, he used to think of his husband. He loved that man. With everything."

"Maybe that's it." I confirmed.

I blocked out everything and thought of Alison, how she looked, what she smelled like, how she felt. I felt something in my arms, mainly my biceps as if the feeling was being sent from my brain to start in my hands. "I felt it!" I exclaimed.

I looked up and I could see Penny could feel it too. Except it worked for her.

*Zayn's POV*

She was kneeling down, crouched over. I went next to her for comfort. "Zayn! I don't want you to get hurt." she pleaded.

I never left her side. I couldn't do that while she was enduring this pain. I saw her grey fur start to grow out of her arms. She pleaded again, her voice lower than usual and I slightly stepped back. I didn't want to but she was obviously growing. I moved maybe half a foot.

She was able to stand up and push me, making sure she hand enough distance so she didn't crush me. I fell on my bum, watching her changes before my eyes.

She growled a little bit before her tail spring out. Her eyes changed to blue and her snout grew. Her clothes started to rip and she grew taller.

Her growling from pain had died down, her breathing becoming heavier.

She finished the transformation, her wolf form collapsing on the ground. Harry started to run to her but I pushed him out of the way. I was gonna make sure she was ok. Harry understood so he watched from a distance.

She was laying on her side and I rubbed my hand on her silky soft fur. I rubbed her cheek and saw her eyes were closed. "Penny? Penny, babes, wake up. Wake up." I pleaded.

She hadn't moved a muscle. I started to tear up. I moved my hand from the edge of her top lip near her eye to her large neck. I wrapped my arms around her, pulling her close.

"Penny please." I begged in a whisper. "Don't leave me."

I felt a tear fall into her fur and I filled with anger. Harry had made her do this. If she didn't do this, then she would be okay.

"It's all your fault." I muttered.

Harry looked at me confused. I glared at Harry as he kept his distance from Penny's lifeless body. I got up and forcefull grabbed his shirt collar.