I Did This?

Chapter 24

Chapter 24

I blocked out every word. What did he mean 'She's gone'? She can't be gone. I wont let her. I'm not losing her this easy. I looked at the heart monitor and it was flat lined.

Her lifeless body draped over delicate sheets, looking like they would never move again. She can't leave me. I walked to the heart machine and hit the side of it.

"Work you piece of crap. Tell me she's alive." I muttered.

"Harry don't break anything. This stuff costs a fortune." Zayn warned.

I stormed over to Zayn and held his collar tight.

"Tell me she's alive!" I yelled. I bursted into more tears, as if I hadn't cried them all out. I stepped back and looked to Alison. "She's alive. She's alive. Stupid machine is wrong."

Zayn went over to Alison as I heard footsteps coming down the hall. He pressed his two fingers to her neck, checking her pulse. He looked to me with sad eyes.

"It's not wrong."

"No! No! She can't be dead." I held my head, pulling at my hair with frustration. "No! I won't believe it." I stood by the bed, grasping her hand in both of mine. "Alison. Come back! Sweetheart please. Come back! Alison! Please!" I begged, almost choking out the ending from all my crying lodges in my throat. The rest of my pleas came out in screams and sobs. The doctors piled in, pushing me out.

"No you can't do this to me! Please! Please. Don't go! Come back!" I screamed as security had to pull me out of the room. I thrashed in their strong grasps. "No! No! She can't leave me! Please! Alison! I love you!" I kept shouting, causing a disturbance among others.

I didn't care. I needed her. She made my life worth living. If she was dead, I was dead. She can't be dead. I won't believe it.

Zayn and Penny dragged me out to the car, Zayn held my legs as I kicked my way out, only to fail. Penny held my upper body, making sure I didnt hit anything or anyone.

I screamed to Alison, letting her know I needed her, even though she couldn't hear me. She couldn't hear me ever again.

Penny was too strong for me. She used her wolf strength, she obviously used it more than I did.

Louis and another girl were there too, but I didn't acknowledge them. I was trying to hard to get back to her.

I got in the car, laying in the backseat as I cried. I became more and more furious as we drove away. I was breathing heavily, my hands fisted white and my jaw clenched. I felt a familiar heat burn through my eyes as I growled at Zayn. My golden eyes shone into the mirror intimidatingly. The rush of my transformation came over me, starting in my hands and working throughout.

"Take me back." I ordered, my voice still normal.

"Harry. If you're turning, you definitely can't! You could hurt somebody." Penny warned.

My bones cracked, the pain unbearable. You never get used to the pain of turning. I breathed heavily, screaming out.

Zayn was driving fast, heading towards his house on an empty road. "We are about 10 minutes away. Harry, you gotta keep it in."

"Take me back." I growled, my voice deeper. The fur erupted from my skin and I grew a little.

"Harry." Penny started getting nervous.

My clothes started to rip and we weren't even close to the house. Zayn was driving like the wind, immediately slamming on the brake when he saw my golden eyes piercing through his soul in the rearview mirror.

My spine was the last to crack as I was fully changed, fuming with regret and rage. I pushed the car door off its hinges and jumped out. The car flew forward and crashed into a tree nearby.

My mind didn't register myself, raging on and on. I ran away from the car, dashing to the woods.

I made it to the other side of town, my mind still a blur from what was happening.

I saw a group of 3 thugs in my flame, walking through the streets. I jumped out, attacking them one at a time.

The first one I went straight for the head, my whole mouth taking in his upper body and ripping away the flesh.

I chased after the other two, taking the second and pinning him to the ground. I bit at his stomach, chewing his organs. The third one just kept running. I ran and jumped in front of him, trapping him in an alley.

I backed the last guy into a corner, baring my blood stained teeth at him. A ruthless growl escaped my throat and my hackles were raised as high as possible. I was showing my dominance over the human.

I bit at his arm, flinging his body against the brick wall that was next to us. I did the same to the other arm, this time hitting his head and cracking it. He was already dead but I played with his lifeless body.

I left the body in the alley and ran back into the woods. I still wasn't satisfied. I wasn't myself. I was the wolf inside. I let my instincts go too far. I ran through the woods, finding somewhere to resettle.

I found a small village of maybe 40 people. Immediately I attacked, knocking down houses and biting people heads off.

The men shot arrows at me, only for me to pull them out and continue. I attacked each and everyone of them.

I stood in the middle of the village, my body in an attackers stance. My teeth and lips still bared the blood of the fallen. The blood of death that I caused. I looked around and saw all the bodies that I stripped of souls.

It gave me a sense of power. I calmed slowly, regaining control of myself.

"Harry?" I turned to the voice, seeing Liam in his wolf form.

"Liam." I growled. I ran to him and pounced, pinning him on the ground.

"Harry. Get off me. What did you do?" He asked as he whimpered.

I growled low in his face, whispering, "Everything."

I jumped off of him and ran back home.

I could hear Liam following me. "Harry. Please tell me what happened." I stood in place, hearing Liam's voice as I was turned away from him.

"Nothing."

"So a dead village is nothing?"

"Yes."

He scoffed at me, looking for a real answer.

"Alright! I did it."

"Harry." He said in a disbelieving time.

"I did." I said. I turned to see the disbelief on those chocolate brown eyes of a caring soul. I growled as I took a step closer with every word.

"I killed every. Last. One of them. And I enjoyed it."

"What's gotten into you?"

"What gotten into me? I finally realized I'm nothing to the world. I'm just here to make people suffer. And that's what I'm doing."

"And you enjoy that?"

"Yes." I breathed. I turned away from him, only to run back home and sleep under a tree.

I thought back to all the flashes of images of all my carnage. I could only ask myself one question.

I did this?