I Did This?

Chapter 30

Chapter 30

*Harry's POV*

I paced the kitchen as Louis, Zayn, and Penny sat at the small table, thinking of anyone who we knew who could be sacrificed.

No I didn't like the idea of sacrifice. I thought it was something humans have outgrown from the Mayans.

I needed Alison back. I wanted to feel her hands in mine and stare into those beautiful hazel eyes. I wanted to see that warm smile.

I knew I'd have to work for that again but it was worth it. Seeing as she was running from me when she got hit. I would do anything for the chance to make her see I won't hurt her. I won't let anyone lay a finger on her. I'd protect her.

The chance that I can show her the world, if she lets me.

"I don't think I know anyone who is suicidal."

"None of us do you diphead." Penny, I guess, brutally opposed the idea of sacrifice.

"Then we need another solution."

"We could check the hospital. Like the psychiatric side. There's gotta be someone." Louis suggested.

"How are we gonna get in?" Zayn asked.

That's the problem? I thought the main issue was who's willing? And if there was, how it works.

"Hello? Mind controlling werewolf here." I offered.

"No." Penny protested.

"What else do you have in mind?" Zayn asked, wanting to change the topic so Penny ad I didn't go on fighting about this.

She was silent, giving me the stare of death. Her eyes heated, turning their bright blue. She calmed after thinking about it.

"Alright. Whatever." She surrendered.

I gave her a goofy 'I won' face with my tongue sticking out as I poked her sides. She slapped my hands away and tried to get back on topic.

"Is there anything specific about this spell Louis?" Penny asked.

"I'll go check." Louis ran off to his room, finding whatever it was that he was looking for.

Penny walked over to Zayn, sitting on his lap as he smiled at her. He kissed her cheek as she giggled at him. They were in their own little world sometimes.

I just frowned and looked off.

I miss her. One of the many reasons I'm doing this.

I feel like a jerk for causing this. A complete asshole. But in a way, I want to show her the bright side of me.

Louis came back what felt like years later with a small, brown book.

"It doesn't say any specifics. Duh duh duh duh duh." He opened the book, me looking over his left shoulder and Penny and Zayn to his right. He hummed as he was flipping through the old parchment, looking for the right page.

"Dum dum du-oh. Here it is." Louis exclaimed, "If a mate is blah blah blah, sacrifice has to be human, yadda yadda." Louis blabbed. "Just says human sacrifice."

"We're all good." I stated.

"I still don't like this." Penny stated warily.

I looked to her, confused by her words. I don't think she understood.

"Penny. Would you do anything for Zayn? Would you go through this if it meant having him back?"

She looked to Zayn lovingly. He smiled at her, before returning the gesture. "I would." She was off in a trance while looking in Zayn's eyes.

"That's what I'm doing." I stated.

I got on Louis' laptop and pulled up floor plans to the hospital, finding out where the psychiatric side of the hospital is.

"There it is. Floor D, west wing."

"Perfect."

We planned on just asking for the suicidal people. It would be where my special powers come in handy.

Penny was deciding against it but when I offered her to do it, she refused.

"That's what I thought." I retorted.

Just a matter of time before I get my girl back.

*Mystery POV*

I was deciding whether or not this was a good idea. Getting over a fear in this kind of moment was really indescribable. It's amazing.

I thought maybe bleeding out would work. That's just messy.

Someone would take the fall if i used pills. I didn't want any evidence of me left afterwards.

Murder was the same way. Someone would take the blame. Making my passing worse.

Hanging was terrifying for other people. Seeing a cold body tied to a rope was gruesome and a living nightmare.

This way was the best in my mind.

I didn't know that it would be scary at first, but as I kept relaxing myself. Telling myself it would be over soon.

Just a jump away from this horrible world.

*Harry's POV*

Zayn turned on the radio while we searched these things. Playing a few songs before having a news break.

"Well, today is interesting. After getting word from some of our news copters, there seemed to be a man on the edge of the abandoned bridge that led into the city. No cars are ever seen driving on it. The man is standing on the platform under the bridge. He looks ready-"

"Ready to jump?" I finished in sync with the reporter.

"We have to find this man. Now."

A/N: I was thinking about a sequel for this book. Weird thing is already know how I'm going to end the book. Which won't be soon, I've got a lot in store. Comment what you think. Anything would help me. Thank you to everyone who reads the book too. I know I don't put authors notes but, this time it's special.