Your Mistake, My Regret - Shigadabi

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The worst feeling in the world is being alone with your thoughts. To me anyway. You don't know how far your imagination can go. When it takes you to the time everything was okay, when you'd walk around without a care in the world. And now everything has piled on top of you, it's so heavy and all you can do is carry it until one day, you just fall.

Includes;
- Language.
- Angst.
- Suicidal thoughts.

(3rd Person)

Dabi lit his cigarette as he stared at the night sky. He closed his eyes and was lost in his thoughts.

He was 3 when his dad and his mom pushed him on the swing.

He was 7 when his dad would chase him around the park, once he found all his siblings, it would be time to go home.

He was almost 10 when his parents split.

11 when his dad found his happily ever after.

14 when he realized what depression was.

17 when he cut the deepest he's gone.

And 18 when he thought about death.

Surprised he made it to his current age, he chuckled.

"What's so funny?" A voice asked.

"This is my time alone, boss. I'd appreciate it if you'd respect my wishes."

Shigaraki came forward and took the cigarette from Dabi. "Get this filth out of your mouth."

Dabi just stared at him.

"You already look like shit, you don't need to sound like it." The shorter had said as he tossed the bud over the cliff.

"Great, that was my last one. You're buying me a new pack."

"No I'm not, you're a big boy so go get it yourself."

"Ha, walk into the store looking like a patch freak monster? No thanks, boss man."

Shigaraki didn't say anything at that. "We have business to take care of regarding UA."

"And you're telling me this, why?"

"Because I need you to be %100." Shigaraki spoke as Dabi stared at the sky.

"I'm always at my %100."

...

"What the fuck was that, Dabi??" Shigaraki shouted as they entered the base.

"Sorry, guess I just forgot what to do." Dabi antagonized, smiling as he leaned against the wall. "Not my fault you can't defeat that boy."

"YOU LITTLE--" Shigaraki had stormed over to him, grabbing the collar of his shirt before Dabi lifted his hands, igniting the blue flame.

Kurogiri was the one who ended up having to pull them apart so no one actually died.

"Enough. I've had a long day. I'm sure the rest of you can agree." He spoke and Shigaraki had started to calm down.

Not Dabi though, he only got more irritated as he stormed off, purposely bumping into Toga, grabbing a vase before smashing it against the wall.

"What's gotten into him??" Twice mumbled as everyone stared off into the direction the taller boy went into.

"No idea but if he keeps up this rebel teenager act, he's gone."

...

Dabi just smiled as he walked away after hearing his group's conversation about him.

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