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Dear Diary - Kamisero

Includes;
- Angst.
- Mentions of sex.
- Mature content.
- Language.

(1st Person)

Dear Diary,

This was just a week or so ago, the time is foggy. I haven't been keeping track lately, but I know it's Saturday. So I have plenty of time to tell this story. My plans were canceled anyways.

My friend I'm talking about here, his name is Hanta Sero. Though, I'm only going to refer to him as Sero in this story. It hurts less, for some reason. No idea why, but it just does.

Anyways. I was at Sero's dorm, late on a Friday night. So, no school the next day. We could do practically anything. And you see, Sero is a stoner. Like, big time. 

That guy is high almost every day. The thing is, he doesn't oppose alcohol. He'll drink it sometimes, and that night was one of those nights. A night where he figured drinking was a good idea. 

If I knew what was going to happen, I would have kept him from even thinking about that stupid acidic liquid. But, I didn't know. So, we were just doing our usual hang out routine, watching dumb videos on his laptop, etc...

It was always fun, and usually we'd smoke weed, This time, he was already four or five beers in, I can't remember. I only had one, so I was just barely tipsy. Lightweight issues, you know? I didn't have any more than that.

At some point, we were just sitting there after I demolished his ass in Mario Kart, where he could barely tell the difference between left and right. The screen to pick the next round was up, the music of the game playing so softly, just background noise. 

But, we weren't focused on that. I was listening to him talk, just talk about his life and friends, everything in the friendship category. I listened to his laughs, god, his fucking perfect laugh, happening from little things I did, little jokes. 

Sero was the type of person to laugh even when my joke was some cheesy pun, which most people hated. 

And when he was intoxicated in any way, the laughs came so much easier.

So. Sero was laughing. This boy, this boy who I was friends with, but so in love with, he was laughing. Did I mention that? I didn't. Right. Sero, one of my closest friends at the time, I was in love with him. 

Everything about him...it was all perfect to me. I fell for him when I was just fourteen, that young. 

Just a few years of being in love. A few years of my best friend, Eijirou, telling me that maybe I'd get Sero, maybe everything would go well. After all, Sero did like guys, and we were pretty close, but I knew that meant nothing. It all led back to that night.

Back to the story. Laughing, whatever. And then, Sero brought up being lonely. And he brought me up. I remember almost every word of dialogue we shared.

"I feel really lonely sometimes. Ya knooww...Dating wise...And I see like- like I see Kyoka and Momo, or like....Deku and Ochako...I want something like that." He had said.
And god, I related so much.

"Me too." Was all I said. No charm. No flirting. Surprising, right? Well, he was surprising too. That was when he turned slowly to look at me. 

His stupid fucking dark eyes staring into mine, and of course I didn't look away. I watched his eyes look down to my lips, and then look back up, but there was an immediate topic change. For now.

"Can you get me another beer?"

This made me laugh. He was already near wasted, and he usually hated drinking so much. So, I told him no. I told him he already had a lot, and that he should slow down. He knows how bad hangovers can be. 

For some reason, he laughed at that. And then he moved closer to me. We weren't that far apart anyways, but he just...broke that distance. 

His knee was overlapping mine, that's how close we were. You wanna know what happened next? Oh man, you can't even imagine what I felt right then and there. He's much taller than me, but even while sitting, he leaned down and then his lips were on mine.

Of course I had a million thoughts racing at once, screaming questions and wondering what was going on, wondering his feelings and why he did that.