BNHA : Gay Ass One Shots

Just Hold Me - Tododeku

Oo. What's this? We got some more Tododeku angst in this shitty book.

Includes:
- They're older in this.
- Angst.
- Suicide attempt.
- Negative thoughts.
- Self hate. (as if we don't have enough of that already)
- Fluff.

(3rd Person)

His hands wrapped easily around her tiny wrist as he pulled her closer to his chest, finding it cute how her small frame fit perfectly against his.

"Please, all I want you to do is just hold me. Just hold me and let me know everything will all be okay soon." She spoke as she hugged the boy in front of her. All she wanted was for him to hold her one last time before he left. "Just hold me..."

...

The two had finished their movie and began to walk towards their car before Todoroki stopped suddenly. "Izuku...?"

"Yeah? What's up?" Midoriya stopped and turned around, giving his boyfriend a questioning look.

"Well, It's just... Can you uh...? Uhm..." Todoroki's voice trailed off, feeling embarrassed by the question he was wanting to ask.

Midoriya caught on and smirked before making his way over to the other boy. Time has passed on and Midoriya had grew almost a foot, around 6'3 while Todoroki was still 5'9. Training to be the best, always had its perks, Midoriya was slightly less muscular than Todoroki, but still taller than him.

"Would you like me to hold your hand Shoto? Okay, come here." Midoriya smiled, taking his boyfriend's hand in his own as he lead them both to their car.

Todoroki blushed and slightly smiled, looking down at his hand before feeling his heart drop. His hand was a little bigger than Midoriya's. When he tried pulling away, Midoriya was shocked slightly and grabbed his wrist in confusion.

Todoroki looked back down at where his boyfriend had grabbed him and felt tears well up in his eyes when he realized Midoriya's fingers barely touched, different from the girl in the movie, before blinking them away and pulling both his hands in his pocket. "I'm cold now."

Midoriya didn't believe it but turned back around and walked to their car without another word. The bi haired boy wanted to hold his boyfriend's hand, he always did. What's different about today?

The two drove home in silence, Todoroki looking out the window, trying to ignore the awkward silence that filled the air. Midoriya kept his eyes on the road, trying to figure out if he had done anything that caused his boyfriend to act like this. It wasn't cold outside. Well, maybe a little but still. He had two jackets and a pair of gloves on...

...

Week after week, there was obviously something different with the couple. They stopped taking showers together, stopped cuddling together, stopped anything together. The only time they were ever with each other was when they slept.

Midoriya would throw out random compliments every now and then, thinking it would help a little. Todoroki would blush and look down but wouldn't say anything.

He's also been getting a lot skinnier and leaner than normal and he hasn't been eating dinner with Midoriya in a while. The green haired boy was beginning to think his boyfriend was planning on breaking up with him.

This lead Midoriya into a depressed state, thinking he wasn't good enough and that he probably talks too much or maybe he was too clingy for Todoroki's liking. But he couldn't lose him. They both made a huge impact on each other's life and it would break them both if they lost each other.

One specific night, Todoroki stayed up, cleaning the dishes and clearing the counters as Midoriya was supposedly asleep. But he wasn't, he was standing by the wall, Todoroki's back faced towards him as he whipped down the counters.