<h5 class="uiStreamMessage userContentWrapper" data-ft="{"type":1,"tn":"K"}"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="userContent">January 16, 2009
Dear Charlie,
I don't know what is wrong with me. Or what is happening around me. Laura, message me, instead of feeling happy, I felt, I felt weird. Like if I'm not so familiar with her now. It hurts, the fact that what happen led to all this. My mom had an argument with me because she needs me to find another job. My family is having a bad time with money and the house and the library money doesn't help much. Therefor I need to get another job. I miss Anabel, I talked to her last night and it all seemed good. We laughed a bit, talked about old bands, then she said goodbye, followed by an "I love you" I just said me too. Was I wrong of doing that? I mean I do love her, I just can't find myself to say it to her. I haven't talked about what Billy said, to her. Nothing at all, maybe I'm afraid she'll say its true. But she said she loved me last night right? I don't really know. Class is good, I've been good, except for the Laura problem, and Anabel, things that really shouldn't bother me that much. But I still feel wrong. Something is missing. Right now I feel alone, I can always go talk to Sam or relax with Kevin. But even if I do I'd still feel empty. I'm tired, haven't got too much sleep this week, I've been painting a lot. It somehow helps me through the nightmares. Yes, I haven't got over them yet. I need to go. Sorry for my lack of writing letters, things have not being easy here.
Love,
Joctan</span></span></h5>
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