Apologizes

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January 8, 2009

  Dear Charlie,

 Today I started the second semester of college, It’s not the same with you. I haven’t seen non of my friends by now, hopefully tomorrow I will. I have to apologize because I haven’t wrote you for 2 days. Things have been a bit difficult. To be honest, my life had sucked thanks to Laura. Her birthday is soon,  the 11, and she has not even bothered to text me… I haven’t sleep well, and I almost started to hate her. But I could not find myself to do such a thing. I love her, and there’s nothing I can do right now but to wait and wait and wait. I am so tired. I am afraid.

 The only thing positive that had happen was when my friend Joa told me a revelation she had about me, I know you don’t believe in them but somehow made me feel better. Not because she said I’ll find the love of my life or anything. I have Anabel though, but things have been weird with her lately. It was about me fighting with a darkness, and me wanted to be safe and be with light. I got scared at first but then I understood, and I think she is right Charlie. Also, my art class its really cool. I can just escape from all this negativity when I’m there. The professor is an international artist, that is really admiring… Laura just send me a text saying ” sorry I haven’t been there for you. It’s been so hard, you wouldn’t understand.” Should I reply her? I I have heard way to many apologizes.

 ”Never say I wouldn’t understand because from the beginning of our friendship I haven’t done anything but be understanding.”

Love,

Joctan

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