George's POVThe cold wind was harsh against my skin, I regret not bringing a hoodie or something before I left. As I slowed my pace, catching my breath everything hit me at once. The pang of guilt for what I said to Niki And Nick, the realisation that I had nowhere to go and the awareness that I now had no one. Niki was right, of course, she was right, It's my fault that I pushed them away and my fault alone.
"GOD WHY AM I SUCH A FUCK UP" I yelled, earning judgemental stares from the people around me. I ran my fingers through my hair, tugging the brown locks that I hadn't washed in at least 2 days. Holy shit I'm a mess. I placed myself down on a random bench and began scrolling through my contact list, seeing who I could call.
'Oli 😴 ❤️' was pinned at the top of the list, can't call him he's dead.
'Bad 🧁' no, it would be too hard to explain everything.
'Callahan 🦌' He was one of Oli's friends, it would be too awkward seeing I didn't know him that well.
'Eret 🍓' Would be good to go to if he actually lived in Florida.
'Sapitus Napitus 🔥' Yeah...no...
I continued mindlessly scrolling through the list of people, there weren't many, and slowly losing hope as I neared the bottom.
'April 🍣' Oh its Oli's sister...I wonder how she's doing, I couldn't go to his family for help, they would be disappointed to see me like this. After sending April a quick text to ask how she was doing I slid my phone back into my pocket but stop myself when I hear a slight crinkle. I pull my phone back out and reach in to find out what it was.
"Oh..." I whispered to myself in realisation.
Fuck it. What have I got to lose?
I copied down the number from the crinkled business card and dialled the number, slightly hesitating. It rang 3 times before someone picked up.
"Good afternoon, this is Christi speaking. How may I help you?" a woman's voice played through the phone.
"Oh...is this not Clay?" I spoke out, confused.
"This is his manager, were you reaching out professionally or personally?" she questioned confidently.
"Well personally, just tell him that it's George I guess" Clay must be important if he has a manager, I probably shouldn't be bothering him and he probably only offered to help rhetorically and didn't think I would actually call...I should probably hang up.
As I go to press the end call button and pretend this never happened the phone beeped once before a familiar voice spoke up.
"George hey! I'm glad you called! How can I help you? Is everything okay?" he mused out cheerfully. How can he be glad I called? He doesn't even know me.
"Yeah, I was just wondering if your offer still stands? I'm in a bit of a tight...situation and could really use some help. Please don't feel any obligation to help though, to be a burden is the last thing I want, I just didn't know what else to do." Holy shit I'm pathetic...was I really begging for help from some random guy at the beach?
"No yeah of course! I would love to help, I actually just got done with work. Where about are you, I can pick you up and you can come to mine if you need somewhere to stay" he offered kindly
"That would be great actually, I can't thank you enough. I'm at the plaza behind Dan's Pizza, you know where the fountain is?" I can't believe I'm actually resorting to this, what if he turns out to be some murderer? Oh well, I don't care anymore at this point.
"Yep I do, I'll be there in 15, hang tight George."
"Thank you so much, really I can't tell you how much this means to me. I'll see you in a bit then." I thank him profusely
"No no, it's really nothing. I told you I'm happy to help. See you soon, g'bye!" he answered before hanging up the phone.
I stare at the texts from Nick and Niki that have been flooding my phone for the past few minutes. I read through the messages of empty sympathy, most of them asking me to just come home and talk. I turn off my phone, choosing to ignore them and wait for Clay's presence. I wouldn't even know what to answer anyways, I'll tell them I'm safe when I remember.
I watch as the sun sets, the dull purple sky blending with ugly yellows. As I ponder my thoughts, I hear a voice calling me from the near distance "George, hey!"
I look down from the sky to Clay who was waving at me with a smile from the window of his car. His slick, jet black sportscar.
Jesus christ he must be really fucking wealthy.
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IDK WHY DREAM WOULD HAVE A BUSINESS CARD, DONT ASK OKAY? (HE'S A STREAMER IN THIS)
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FanfictionIt's hard to watch the love of your life spiral into darkness, it's even harder when you cant help. After Oliver's death, he watches over his boyfriend George as he gets pulled into self-destructive behaviours of grief and pain until one day he sees...