No Words For Emotions (All Saints SERIES #2)

CHAPTER 16

Another side of You

NAPAKUNOT ang noo ko nang marinig ang sinabi ni Via.

"P-please Ali marry me... Huwag mo namang itigil 'yung kasal..." She repear this setence for thirty times already. Damn this situation.

"Matagal nang tapos 'yon Via." I said while trying to read her emotions. But damn this thing I'm always bad at this thing even my emotion isn't familiar to me.

"Please I just want you to-- I mean I want you in my life.." That's the key she just said it. She'll profit a lot into this wedding She's just using me.

"Stop messing around Via hindi mo lang nagamit si Travis ay ako na ang puntirya mo."

Tumayo na ako at inayos ang nagusot kong damit.

I admit it I feel safe with her before but being with Ari is like floating in a Cloud Nine that no one can make me feel safe anymore except in her side.

Nakasalubong ang kilay ko nang mag maneho. Dumating akong wala na naman si Azalea tsk. Natutulog daw si Cal sabi ni Fidèle kaya dumiretso ako sa kusina at kumuha ng wine.

These days Azalea always so distant to me. And I hate it.

After straigthly drinking from the rim of the bottle I closed my eyes before sligthly massaging the bridge of my nose. That Baby Ari is secretive huh? What a bad baby..

Nanlalabo na ang mata ko nang dumating si Ari. She looked confused while walking toward me. Out of nowhere I felt like I need to get this thing out of my chest it's too heavy for me to carry.

"Ari forgive me." Because I can't say it to you now, I want you in my life but my stupid self before made a mistake that I can't fix. I'm sorry because I'm not there through your ups and downs but I'am trying to make you stay now.

She just nodded.

She leaved me alone in a kitchen I just sighed before drinking straigt in to wine rim.

Matapos kong maubos lahat ng wine sa cabinet ay umakyat ako naka salubong ko pa si Fidèle na akmang lalapitan ako pero itinaas ko ang kamay ko para sabihing kaya ko. Umakyat ako at nakita si Ari sa gilid nang kama umiiyak at buhat si Cal tumingin ako sa harap at nakita ang maleta.

I frozed and I felt like I'm being played by world for feeling so broken in the sight.

Cal' trying to wipe her Mama's tears while trying to calm her. Ari hug Cal like her life depends on our son.

"W-what's happening here?" I seriously say. Ari flinched after hearing my voice I stared to her body she's trembling...

"Cal fix your clothes.."

"Mama I want to stay h-here.. Désolé d'être bruyant quand je suis avec mon papa parce que je profite de sa compagnie, je me sentais en sécurité. Sorry for existing it cost you a lot of troubles.." 'Sorry for being loud when I'm with my dad because I enjoy his company, I felt safe.' He sobbed while looking to her Mama.

"Calel don't say that." Seryoso kong sambit. Guilt spread like a wildfire. I'm that damn stupid and useless to make my son feel sorry for his existence.

"No Cal please don't say that.." Ari cried louder before hugging Cal and sobbing loudly.

"I'm sorry po.." Cal whispered while wiping his face with his small hands.

YAKAP ko si Cal habang umiiyak, Pakiramdam ko bibigay ako ano mang oras.

Matapos kong makita nag-uusap si Ali at Via ay dumiretso ako nang Cavite. Nakita ko si Fidèle naroon kausap si Victor siya ang kausap ko noong isang Araw.