Fallen | AU Angel Kylo Ren x Reader

Live And Let Die

A/N and trigger warnings: I'm sorry but this chapter may be triggering. If you are having a tough time, please just skip to the last paragraph. I give a brief overview in an explanation. Again I'm sorry. It just needs to be done.

NSFW, Rough sex, forced sex, choking, loss of consciousness, talk of cutting

Chapter Soundtrack:
Toxic - WEI
Only - RY X
Arcade - Duncun Laurence
I love you - Billie Eilish

Kylo stood at the edge of his bedroom door. You were still asleep, curled into a ball, snoring softly. Verbally assaulted with the words that sent shards of glass to his heart, he stood there exhausted. He had no idea he even had a heart, much less felt this deeply for you. He watched you as you smiled in your sleep. The lines that formed around your mouth, as your lips, turned upwards. You snuggled into his pillow, letting the scent of him carry you deeper into a satisfied slumber. Kylo curled his hands into fists beside his thighs. His rage began to build as he watched how perfect you were, and what the angels had told him he would have to do. He slowly turned and shut his door. Stepping his way into his living room, he fumed. Lowering himself down into the deep cushions, he threw back the glass of whiskey he had poured himself after he had come back up to you.

When Micheal, Gabriel, and Rapheal had all held him in place and told him his new instructions, Kylo had refused to partake until all that was left was him shivering with tears. They had beaten, and berated him until Kylo was a ball on the floor, pleading, and spitting with anger. He had been brought to the edge of life with an angel blade. Cuts along his abHuxen and slashes on his arms covered his toned body now. The fight with his brethren had been a long aweighted battle. The three took turns exchanging punches, and curses. Kylo bled and sobbed, hanging on the arms of the men. They healed almost immediately, but the pain they caused lingered. Eons of tension had finally boiled over. Their entire existence with one another had been in battle. They once fought against one common enemy, but the real feud lay between them. God's favorite soldiers and his favorite warrior. Favoritism played out in the field and while the archangels all had a job to do, Kylo had been entrusted to fulfill the wishes of the omnipotent.

"Kylo you have to give in." Micheal kneeled down next to Kylo and whispered to his oldest war companion. "She is just a tiny thing in this world. A measly little pet." Kylo hung his head low. Tears fell from his eyes and mixed with the string of spit and blood from his jaw. "I can't." Kylo cried out, his voice cracking into the air. "I love her." The Angels let Kylo go, dropping him onto the ground. Kylo beat his fists against the wooden floor of the apartment building. He curled into the fetal position and cried. He knew he had to look like a pussy. A whipped human, because some girl with a golden cunt had spread her legs and welcomed him inside. But Kylo knew that wasn't the case at all. The joy and pleasure you gave him was more than his entire existence was created to serve. And now he only wanted to serve you. Be all that you needed him to be. Kylo growled into the ground through clenched teeth. "Please just tell me why she has to die. Other than I'm in love with her, what is the reason?" Kylo stared at the trio. All had taken a step back except Michael. He ran a thick hand through his greasy gRey hair. His palm was meaty and matched his chubby face. His face grew like stone as he fought to choose his next few words carefully.

"Her mother was an Angel. You knew her. You fought alongside her. She fell for a human. She fucked him. And he left her alone in a house, pregnant." He knelt down next to Kylo, moving his hair away from his sweaty face. "She is a Nephilim Angel. Your little toy is like the others we have killed. The demon has been working for us to kill them all. Kylo, let her go. You'll be spared. If you don't, you'll both be killed." Michael stopped. He looked off for a moment and then back down to Kylo. He cursed under his breath. "Kylo, you will kill her. If you don't, we kill the rest of her family, and you. If you ever look, speak, or fuck her again," he picked up Kylo by the shirt collar, tightening it under his fist, "I'll waste no time killing you anyway. I don't even want to warn you. Be careful. She is more powerful than she is even aware."  In a blink of an eye they all disappeared, leaving Kylo crumpled on the floor, sobbing with hatred for his brethren and for no Divine intervention.