Saved (a Hayes Grier fanfic)

Bye Bye Madison

I search my thoughts, trying to remember who all came home. Me, Ali, Taylor, Johnson, Aaron, Gilinsky, Madison, Matt, Shawn, and carter. The only people who didn't come home were Matt, Hayes, Nash, and Cameron. I run down stairs to see everyone crowded around Matt, Hayes, Nash, and Cameron, who were laying on the couch. I see Ali cleaning up Nash and Cameron and Madison cleaning up Hayes, while Matt was telling them what happened.

"And then he called his five friends over, and it caught us by surprise. They all ganged up on us."

"Omg guys" I gasp while running over and standing over the boys. " I'm so sorry this happened to you guys." I said stroking Matt's hair. I got up to get a cloth and sat back down to clean to blood off Matt's face.

"Those kids are tough" Cameron groaned.

"We know" Ali said while looking at me sympathetically.

After all the boys cuts were cleaned up, we all stayed with them in the living room. I noticed Madison glaring at me and I devised to say something.

"Do you have a problem Madison." I snapped
"Ya, it's your fault that MY boyfriend is like this and that the guys got the shit beaten out of them"
" I didn't ask them to stay Madison" I started but got cut off by her practically screaming at me.

" Of course it's not your fault Beth, it's never your fault you little whore. You're just a dumb, suicidal, slut who can't do anything for herself. " I was shocked and blanked out.

I noticed Taylor holding back Ali and they were screaming at each other. "How could you say that Madison?!?" Cameron screamed. It was silent after they pulled Ali out of the room and Hayes spoke up "get out Madison"

"What?" She actually looked shocked. I held back the tears that were threatening to spill and bit my lip while everyone stared at Madison and Hayes.
" You heard me Madison, I don't want to be with someone who is rude and mean to my friends and family. We're over"

She ran away to her room sobbing. I walked to the bathroom and wanted to cry. It doesn't count if no one sees me right? I curled up in the empty bathtub and let the silent sobs start and the tears start to roll.

After about twenty minutes of the boys and Ali banging on the door telling me to open it, I got up and dried my eyes. I looked around and saw a razor on the counter. I picked it up and took the bottle of lotion and started slamming it down on the razor until it broke. I took the blade and stared at it in my hand.

"Beth, what are you doing?" Ali cried from the other side of the door. She knew damn well what I was about to do. I took the blade between my fingers and gently slide it across my thigh. The blood started to flow out and the pain satisfied me. I did two more on my thigh and started on my wrist. I looked dwon at the blood and tears on the floor but did'nt care. Ali started to become frantic and started to panic. The other boys joined her and were slamming on the door, trying to get it open.

I started further up my wrist because there was still fresh cuts on the lower part. "I'm worthless, I'm fat, no one loves me, Madison was right, I cant do anything for myself, I can't do anything for myself, I'm a slut, and a whore." I started to tell myself. When the banging on the door stopped and Hayes yelled " Beth, please stop, I love you...We all love you"

"No one could love me, I'm a worthless whore" I yelled back with tears streaming down my face. I looked at my blood covered wrist and thought, 'one cut and its all over, you won't have to worry aout anything ever again'

And thats when the door was kicked open....