Jacks P.O.V
I'd kept my arms around Sage all night, whenever she moved I shifted myself to fit around her again, keeping her secure and warm. I felt awful for the way she'd found out about my transfer, the way I'd treated her when she came home and everything in between.
'J-Jack help. get h-him off AGh!' Sage bolted up right in bed making me jump out of my thoughts as I launched myself at her, bringing her into my chest and stroking her hair in an attempt to sooth her.
'Shh baby it's okay' she was trembling as I sat myself up in bed, keeping her head in my chest and my arms around her small body.
Sage lifted her head from its position and locked eyes with me.
'I was raped Jack' my eyes went wide as the words left her mouth, anger concern and rage rushed through my veins.
I squeezed her tighter and pressed a kiss to the top of her head bringing her as close to me as possible whilst I racked through my brain for something to say. Something to make the entire thing go away but nothing was the answer.
'You know I'd never force you to talk about it, but I'm here when your ready' I spoke in a quiet tone, my morning voice still husky, if you can even call it a morning voice at 4am, more of a, I woke up because my fiancé screamed, voice.
'I was 16, we went to school together, basically did everything together and one day he wanted to do that together' I could hear the pain in her voice as she spoke, tracing patterns on my abs as she went on, 'I'd told him I wasn't ready but it didn't seem to matter, he was and so obviously that meant I had to be' she sighed and I felt a droplet of water hit my stomach, I tiled her head back to look at me and my heart shattered as I watched the tears fall from her eyes.
'I bled for days afterwards, and now it's damaged you know, inside' I nodded at her and watched as she went on 'and what if that's why I lost our twins' she broke down again, sobbing against my chest.
I felt so powerless, I'd never not been able to fix her problems, but this, this was in her past and I wasn't there to fix it.
'You can't ever ever blame yourself for that, you hear me? Whoever he is he's a prick and if I ever ever fucking see him I'll have his head off, but don't you ever put the blame on yourself for the lose of our babies that wasn't you'
'When will we try again Jack?' Sage was sitting up next to me now, her hand intertwined with mine as she rested her head on my shoulder, both of us looking up through the skylight at the stars in the sky, picturing the closest two as our twins.
'Whenever your ready, I'm ready' I pressed another kiss to her head and gently laid her back down in bed, bringing her into my chest I wrapped my arms and one leg around her small body keeping her encased.
It didn't take long for her to fall asleep and I soon followed after.
***
Sage's P.O.V
I woke up in Jacks arms, I don't think I'd actually moved all night, not that I had much of a choice as he leg was trapping me in. I stretched my legs out causing Jack to stir slightly.
'Morning baby' he grunted and butterflies erupted in my stomach at the sound of her morning voice.
'What are you doing?' He asked, noticing the way my fingers danced around her boxers, gently brushing over his morning situation.
'Me? Nothing' I smirked standing up out of bed and heading to the wardrobe to find one of his hoodies to put on.
'Nah you can't do that!' He almost shouted and I span around one eyebrow raised and my hand on my hip.
'Your off to Manchester? What you gonna do without me then?' I smirked and headed out of the bedroom to the kitchen.
I could hear Jack scrambling around in the bedroom and following me into the kitchen where I had made myself a bowel of cereal.
'You wanna talk about that?' He asked, scratching the back of his neck. I could tell he was nervous of my reaction.
'If it's what you want, I suppose I'd better support you' I smiled at him and I could see the weight lift from his shoulders as he came over and pressed a kiss to my cheek.
'It is' he had a small smile on his face as he looked down at me, I smiled back and took his hands in mine pressing my lips against his knuckles.
***
Jacks P.O.V
'What am I supposed to take with me?' I huffed looking down at an empty suitcase whilst Sage sat on the bed looking at her phone.
I rummaged through my draws throwing several tracksuits in the case as well as my wash bag and stuff for my hair, that taking up the majority of the case. I looked up at Sage who was giggling at my distressed state, her small case already packed and ready to go.
'You really need to just make a list of what you take each time' she laughed and I groaned in response, sitting down on the bed and laying my head in her lap.
Sage ran her fingers through my hair and goosebumps popped up along my arms at the feeling of her touch.
'Are you excited?' Sage asked and I shrugged, I wanted to say yes but the nerves sort of out weighed the little feeling of excitement that I had.
'You'll be alright, I'll be there' she reassured me and I smiled up at her, her small fingers still running through my hair.
She tugged gently on the ends of my hair and a small groan escaped my lips. Sage giggled at the sound I made and I stared up at her with a smirk.
Flipping us over on the bed I kicked the suitcase off and pinned her down beneath me.
'Laughing at me baby!?' I asked with a groan in her ear as I pressed myself against her.
'N-no' she stammered, the feeling of me pressed against her causing her to lose her words.
I began to press my lips against her neck and along her jawline, making sure to leave little marks on her skin. I could feel the small breaths leaving her mouth against my neck and I smirked to myself, knowing exactly what I was doing to her.
I grinder myself against her and she wrapped her legs around my waist allowing me to move easier. She threw her head back into the pillows and I looked down at her with a grin, her blue eyes turning almost black with lust.
'What do you want baby?' I whispered, brushing my lips against her ear and smirking as she shuddered under my touch.
'Fuck me'
That's all it took, her clothes were quickly discarded and thrown across the room, mine joining them quickly. I lined myself up against her and watched her eyes flutter shut as I moved forward into her, fastening up my pace as she adjusted.
Her nails were running down my back as I buried my head into the crook of her neck, grunting into her ear with each thrust.
'Faster' she groaned and I flipped us over, guiding her hips up and down against me. He head was tilted back and the fresh hickey I'd left on her neck was glistening down at me, small beads of sweat falling down her neck.
She rocked herself against me and I couldn't help the groans that escaped my mouth, each movement bringing me closer and closer to the edge.
It wasn't long before I came undone and came undone on my stomach as she climbed off of me, laying down next to me, panting.
I got cum on my finger as I sat up and pressed my finger to her lips.
'Open' I smirked and she sucked on my finger with a lustful look in her eyes.
'The car will be here soon' Sage whispered, standing up and retrieving her clothes from the floor, throwing mine over to me.
I slipped into my white joggers and jumper, pushing my hair back I put a white cap on in an attempt to keep my identity hidden incase anyone saw us.
'You ready for this?' I wasn't sure what I was supposed to say to answer her question, I felt ready but there was always going to be a part of me that wanted to stay at Villa, with my boys and my family.
'Let's do it'
