Forever and Always

Chapter 50

I woke up the next morning realizing it was Sunday the last day I would see Matt.
I woke up and made myself look beautiful.
My phone buzzed.
"Hey babe it's Matt."
"Hey. What's up?"
"I know this is on short notice but I forgot my cousins wedding is today and I need a plus one. Will you come with me?"
"Yes."
"I'll pick you up at 2:30."
"Okay."
I hopped in the shower and got ready. I put on a beige and black body con dress black pumps, black earrings and grabbed my black purse. By the time I was finished getting ready it was 2:25.
Matt knocked at my door. I opened it and saw his beautiful face in a black suit.
"Emma you look sexy as hell."
"Thanks you do to Espinosa."

We went over to his car. He opened my door and I got in. He got in his side and we drove off.

We arrived at this cathedral church.
We met his parents at the front door.
"Emma long time no see. You look amazing." His mom gushed while pulling me into a hug.
"It so nice to see you Mrs. Espinosa. How have you been?" I asked.
"Great, how about you?" She asked.
"I've been amazing."
"Is Matt treating you right."
"Yes, the best."
"He has told you right about college."
"Yeah."
"Have you decided what you want to do."
"Yes, I'm going to UCLA and studying medicine."
"That's amazing. Dr. Espinosa." His mother teased.
"I hope so." I replied back.
We walked into the ceremonial area and sat down.
The bridesmaids walked down the aisle then the bride.
She was beautiful she had long brown hair, piercing brown eyes, and had a beautiful smile. She was wearing a sweetheart neckline mermaid gown.
"I hope that's you one day and I'm standing at the alter watching you walk down the aisle towards me." He joked.
"I do to." I said putting my head on his shoulder as he snaked his arm around my waist.
They said there vows and kissed. Everybody flooded out of the ceremonial area and to the reception room. I sat down beside Matt and his sister. He planted a kiss on my forehead. I was gonna miss these moments. We finished the amazing dinner and went and danced.
"May I have this dance?" Matt asked putting his hand out.
"You may."
I got up and danced with him I put my head on his shoulder and danced.
"I'm gonna miss you so much you know that, right?"
"I'm gonna miss you too" He said shedding a single tear.
"Matt, don't cry your gonna make me cry." He crashed his lips to mine. Our lips moves in sync. We kissed for about minute. Everybody started clapping and whistling. He broke the kiss to see what was happening. They were all staring. I started to blush really hard. Matt wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him.
"What do you mean the entertainment can make it!" The bride screamed angrily.
"I'm sorry."
"Does anybody wanna come up and sing?" The groom asked.
I raised my hand.
"Are you sure you wanna do this." Matt asked.
"Yes I'm doing this for us. Since this is the last time your gonna hear me sing for awhile."
I went up and sat down at the chair at the mic.
Ryan came up and played the guitar.
The crowd went quiet. The man came up and handed me a microphone but I turned it down since I was pretty sure I could project my voice.
"This song goes out to the beautiful bride and handsome groom I wish you many happy years and for the people who am wondering who the hell I am. I'm Matthew Espinosa's girlfriend."
Play the video now. And keep reading wait till the chorus then start reading it's the can I lay by your side.
Matt's POV
"She's amazing." Mom said.
"Yeah, where did she learn to sing like that." My dad asked.
"I don't know."
She sang with her voice so gentle.
I was gonna miss her more than anything. I love her. She's my Everything. I wanted to marry her one day and have kids.
"Matt, dude." Dylan called waving his hand across my face.
"What." I said snapping out of my thoughts.
"I think you should stay at her house tonight. She clearly needs before you leave."
"Can I?"
"Yeah go ahead. Just be careful." Mom said winking.
I could see the tears in her eyes. She wanted to cry. I didn't want to hurt her.
Was I hurting her? That was never my intentions.
She quickly took her thumb and wiped her tears away.
I could see my mom and my sister crying.
I took my thumb and wiped Kristen's tears away.
"Matt you gotta marry this girl." Dylan said.
I smiled.
She continued singing.
Every now and then a tear running down her cheek.
This song was clearly about our relationship and how I was leaving.
I wanted her so badly. I wanted her to be mine so badly.
Wait till the last chorus after the bridge.
She kept singing. Her voice was so flawless she would hit those notes like they were nothing. They seemed so effortless.
She finished the song and ran off.
The crowd clapped and whistled.
I got up and looked for her.
I went outside and found her on the bench crying.
I sat down beside her.
"I didn't realize that you were hurting that much."
"Of course I am Matt your the love of my life. I don't want you to go but this is a big opportunity and I don't want you to miss out on pursing your dream. I don't want you to find another girl and leave me I want to be yours and I want you to be mine." She said crying.
I pulled her on to my lap and hugged her tight.
"It's gonna be okay. I'm never gonna leave you. I want you to be Mrs. Espinosa wait no Dr. Espinosa." She giggled and gave me a kiss.
I wiped her tears away trying not to smudge her makeup.
"Shit." I mumbled under my breath.
"You smudged it didn't you."
"Yeah sorry."
"Take me to your car."
I caught her shivering.
"Emma your shivering."
I handed her my jacket and we got in her car. She brought down the visor and fixed her makeup.
"Good?" She asked.
"Beautiful." I said kissing her lips.
We got out of the car and walked back to table.
"Sorry I ran out like that. I needed some air." She said.
"Don't apologize this is probably really hard on you." Mom said.
"By the way you were amazing." Kristen said.
"Yes, where did you learn to sing like that." Dad said.
"I've been singing ever since I could talk."
"That's amazing." Ryan said.
"Thank you."
"Why don't you two go home we will be back tomorrow morning since we're staying in a hotel." mom suggested.
"If that's fine with you Emma." I asked.
"Yeah."
We got up from the table and said our goodbyes. I grabbed her hand and we walked out of the church. We got to the car and drove to her house. She got out and went in.
Emma's POV
"Cameron I'm staying at Matt's house since this is the last night we are having together."
"Whatever just don't have to much fun."
"Yeah, yeah."
I packed some clothing and met Matt back in the car.
We drove over to his house.
I grabbed the bag I packed and dropped it on the floor.
He picked me up and started kissing me everywhere. I tilted my head back and moaned.
"Matt not yet let me get some clothes on and take my makeup off." He carried me upstairs and followed me into the bathroom. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my cheeks as I took my makeup off. I finished taking off my makeup and grabbed some pyjamas.
He left the bathroom and I got changed.
"Matt!!" I called.
"Yes babe." He said opening the door so he could fit in.
"Can you unzip me."
"Yes." He undid the zipper and unclasped my bra revealing my boobs.
"Matt you naughty boy I would have done that myself."
"Damn Emma, your beautiful."
I grabbed my pyjama shirt and tugged it over my head.
I jumped beside him on his bed and cuddled up right next to him.
"Could you get any closer?" He asked.
"Yes." I said moving as close as I could.
"Why am I to close."
"No. I like exactly where you are."
There was a huge pounding downstairs.
"Matt what was that?" I asked my voice cracking.
"Probably just Burnie."
"Matt I'm scared."
"There's no need to be scared I'll protect you."
He leaned in and started leaving soft kisses all around my body.
He tugged at my shirt and pants. I took them off and he took off his.
He flipped over so he was on top and I was on the bottom.
"You ready?" He asked.
"Mhm." I nodded.
We all know what happens next.
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I woke up the next morning realizing it was Monday. Matt was leaving today. I had to stay strong.
I got up, got dressed and went downstairs. I searched for Matt. I finally found him on the couch. He patted the spot beside him. I walked over and sat down. I put my head on his shoulder.
"So, Emma when are you leaving for university." Mrs. Espinosa asked.
"September." I replied.
"You better go get ready." His mom ordered.
I couldn't believe he was actually leaving.
"How do you feel about Matt leaving?" His dad asked.
"It's bitter sweet. I mean I want him to go and pursue his dream but I don't want him to leave."
"Are you afraid he's going to find someone else."
"Maybe a little."
"He loves you so much. I don't think he is going to find someone else."
Matt came back down and sat beside me.
It was 10:00 since it was an hour drive to Malibu and he has to be there by 11:00. I didn't want to go since I would probably lose it and start crying I didn't want to do that to Matt.
I pulled him into a hug and kissed his soft gentle lips.
"I love you." He said.
"I love you too." I said.
"I will never find anyone like you." He said.
"I will never find anyone like you."
He shed a tear.
"Matt don't cry because your going to make me cry. Just think when you get back to Los Angeles we will both be eighteen. I'll be half way through UCLA and you'll almost be a cop."
"But 10 months is a long time without you."
"I will come and visit you."
"I don't know if I can do this."
"Matt you need to do this. They have a saying. 'If you love something set it free if it comes back to you it's yours and if doesn't it never really was yours.' Set me free Matt you know I'm gonna come back."
"I set you free." He said.
"I set you free."
I kissed his lips once more as he brought me into a big hug. The boys pulled up into the driveway and said there goodbyes.
"I still have your panties." He whispered.
"In your bag?" I asked.
He nodded. I laughed.
He got in the car with his parents.
I waved goodbye and he left as soon as he wasn't in sight. I broke down. Cameron ran over and picked me up and let me cry in his shoulder. I finally stopped crying and we drove home.
Matt was gone.
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That's the last chapter I know it was sort of sad.
should I make a sequel.
Thank you so much for all your support im am so mad that this book is finished it was my first and favorite book don't forget to vote comment if I should make a sequel ( it would only be a few chapters. there would be a lot of fast forwarding. There would be a wedding chapter, kids chapter.) and follow me byeeeeeeee.
~ Kaitlyn.