Six Months [Book 1: Playboy Series]

Chapter Eight

Naging maayos naman na kami pagkatapos noon, and I slept in his room, it wasn't really what I hoped, wala akong balak matulog sa kwarto niya ngunit hinitak na lang ako nito at saka ini-lock ang pinto.

"I thought were okay" sambit niya.

"We are"

"Then why do you look uneasy?" pilyo niyang tanong.

"W-Wala"

Natatawa ito, he pulled me to him kaya bumagsak ako sa kama niya, tumatawa ito.

"Come here" sambit niya.

Lumapit ako sa kanya at saka umunan sa kanyang hita, hinaplos nito ang buhok ko.

"Why don't you just sleep here?" sambit niya.

"Ayoko nga, baka kung ano pa ang gawin mo sa akin"

"Why not?"

"Hoy anong 'why not', may balak ka nga"

He smiled.

"None, I have nothing in mind, I won't do anything to you"

"Talaga lang ah"

"Yes baby, I have nothing in my mind, I just want you to sleep here"

He caressed my cheek.

"Your exes must've regret they let you go"

"Why do you think that?"

"Nothing, I just thought of it and besides you're sweet, nice and kind"

"Well, I don't wanna have sex that's one thing they don't like"

"Why not? They are your boyfriend, they have the rights to own you"

"Nope they don't, I promised myself I'd give every inch of me to the right man, yung magiging asawa ko na"

"Marco said, you don't have plans to get married"

"Meron akong plano, pero hindi pa ngayon"

"Freedom"

"Everyone wants that, at saka hindi pa ako handang magpakasal at matali, I'm too young to get married"

"I think you're old enough"

"No, I'm not, hindi ko pa nagagawa ang lahat ng gusto ko"

"You traveled half of the world already"

"That's just half, I want to travel the whole world I want to explore more, and maybe I can meet the right guy while traveling"

"Or you can just wait for him to come to you, you know, let fate do its thing"

"I believe in wishes but I don't believe that the right person will just come, sa panahon ngayon kung may gusto ka gawin mo lahat para makuha iyon"

"What if I want you, what should I do?" sambit niya.

Tiningnan ko siya, napaawang ang labi ko sa sinabi niya, he just looks at me.

"I miss you" sambit niya.

"Really now?"

"Yes baby, I really did, it's been days since we did something like this, four days in the hospital then you gave me a silent treatment for almost a day"

"Why do you sound like you're in love with me? Don't you think it's too early?"

"It's not really wrong if I fall for you, it's alright and I'm willing to get hurt as long as it's from you"

Natahimik ako, it's too early, this is too early, hindi pwede, hindi pa pwede, huwag munang ganito.

"Hanzel, I know what you're doing, akala mo ah"