Six Months [Book 1: Playboy Series]

Chapter Thirty

"Something is really bothering you, why don't you tell me?" sambit niya.

"Wala nga, I'm just thinking of something, but I'm not bothered"

"Come on tell me"

I bit my lower lip, he was hugging my waist, it was already night, nakaharap ako sa labas ng bahay we were at the balcony.

"All of these, it feels surreal, my parents' properties are already in my name, soon I'll be taking over AGC and now, you"

"Me? What feels surreal about me?"

"You're too good to be true, men like you lives in books, and I don't know if you really are real o nananaginip lang ako"

"I'm real" sambit niya at saka hinalikan ang aking leeg.

Hinarap ko ito, our gaze met.

"Eh, ito? Totoo ba ang nararamdaman nito para sa akin?" I asked while pointing at his chest where his heart is.

He held my hand at saka inilapat ang kamay ko sa kanyang dibdib.

"What I'm feeling here is all real, and it's all for you"

"I'm not entirely sure what I feel for you, but you're consistently telling me you love me, why?"

"Because I do, no need for complex reasons, I love you, and I won't ask for anything in return of my love"

"I'm curious, you didn't know me but you love me ever since we kissed, how was that possible?"

"It felt right that time, kissing you felt like a dream come true, and from that they on, you owned me, sa'yong sa'yo ako"

"Paano mo ako minahal? You didn't know me, I left you and there was a chance that I'd never come back, so why continue loving me?"

"I waited because alam kong babalik ka, there was a chance that you won't, but there's a chance that you will, no assurance just my feelings telling me to still wait for you even if it takes my lifetime"

"Hindi ka mag-aasawa? What if hindi talaga ako bumalik? Or maybe I already found a husband? Paano ka?"

"I'd settle to be your lover"

"What?! Kabit, ganoon?"

"I'm not going to ruin anyone's relationship, hindi ko gagawin iyon, by lover, I meant, loving you from afar, and yes I won't marry, dahil ikaw lang ang gusto kong pakasalan"

"Unfair sa'yo yun! You should still marry, you deserve to be happy kahit hindi ako ang pakakasalan mo, my God, don't just think of your love for me, you have to be happy, too!"

"I will be happy, loving you and admiring you from afar"

"You won't be happy, may asawa na ako and yet you're going to keep loving me and not marry because I'm already married, that's unfair on your side, Hanzel!"

"I don't care, if it's not you who I'm marrying then I'm not going to marry"

"That's not a very nice decision you're making"

"I'm not going make it, dahil hindi ka pwedeng ikasal sa iba, you're with me right now, and no man can ever steal you away from me"

"Is that why you're so confident right now?"

"Yes, but if you really are to marry some bastard, I really won't marry"

"You're making me guilty of you loving me"

"There's nothing to be guilty of, besides, you're here with me, at sa akin ka lang, I'm not letting some bastard take you away from me, not a chance, when I told you I marked my territory mine, I meant that, ever since you were 18, I marked you mine"