SPRING

Chapter 7: Moving forward

1 month passed since Kira left., it's hard for me but I decided to move forward, I know that he doesn't want to see me sad or crying. I started trying to pull myself together... other friends of mine told me to forget but I can't. A guy in my class and another 2 from other sections confessed to me but I didn't gave them a reply. Some of my classmates again are disappointed about me " just what in the world are you thinking... those guys are the hearthrob in our school " they said."also they are playboys " I added.
I don't give a damn thing about it. I will focus on my studies first....
Finally it's December.... Christmas party... I joined the dance group our class president made... it's such a surprise in my part....I never knew I'm Good at dancing. We presented at our schools Christmas program.... it's so shocking....our dance is better than the higher years.

[a few more months passed and my grade 4 life is finally over]

It's my first day in 5th grade..... new classroom....new teachers...more new classmates but still no communication, no news,no message from Kira. Darn ...I can't take it.. he left me hanging....
new seating arrangement...for the first time our teacher made me sit in the front row. My seatmate is not familiar which means he's a new student in our section.. during break time I saw a new girl eating alone.... I asked her if I could join her...she just nodded. I then learned that she went here , in this city alone and is just staying with her aunt. Her name is Leah...
After two days another new student arrived her name is Angel... nobody's approaching her so me and Leah took the initiative and talked to her ...the three of us became friends but as time goes by ...they have their own groups now and so am I. But our friendship is still there. I've met a girl named Tris and apparently she knows Kira... I wonder What's her connection with him?
I discovered she likes him.. Well she told me herself.. for some reason I felt something heavy in my heart.
When I arrive at home I went straight to the kitchen... sorry but I'm hungry... I asked my uncle last time to buy some cake.. specifically caramel or vanilla flavor so that's what I'm eating right now... I'm still thinking so hard about what Tris said and I suddenly began thinking about Kira....Well you see I'm actually mad at him... why did he left...I know I loose a close friend each year but at the very least I could properly say goodbye and see them off...but in his case It took me days to know that he actually already left....but I stopped thinking about it when I noticed I'm crying again.. Well I guess you can't blame me for doing so. My emotions shifted I suddenly felt the feeling that I miss him.... the next day I went at the back of the school but only to discover that indeed it's just grass fields..it made me wonder if everything is just a very beautiful dream....but the very existence of Kira is real.The garden suddenly disappered one day just like my best friend Kira.

Months passed a lot has happened... I joined the tennis club during summer and this week is my first week as a grade 6 pupil...nothing that interesting is actually happening.... my Music teacher asked me if I'd like to join our school band and become the groups new pianist I answered yes... I were able to balance my time between my academics and the clubs I joined but I ended up quitting the tennis club....our band was able to have 3 concerts this year... finally it's graduation...
During the summer I tried searching for kira's FB account but I failed...

And finally I'm a first year middle schooler ....many of my classmates didn't stay in our academy because of the higher tuition fees. But a few new students entered our school...like this guy named Jordan...he is a tall guy,kind,courteous, helpful ,talented,and quite handsome as Well....
Those were my first impressions about him but I was wrong...he is an annoying perverted alien bro from an another planet.... he keeps teasing me all day long... take note just me...geez I'm really irritated...I can't really understand these girls in my class.... everytime this Jordan guy passes by they go "kyaaa!-" i cant understand them at all why do they like this freakin' guy..... thats what i thought but not before long i get to see this persons good side but he eventually changes his attitude towards me ... a bad attitude he just shows to me....its so unfair! Why with me!? i dont know what this guy is thinking...
But as time passes by... his attitude towards me changed.. in a better way.. and then one day he confessed to me that he likes me ...the things he said shocked me i dont know what to do.... this guy became a close friend of mine already... and he proves to me that his feelings for me is true each single day...i shoukd watch out i think i might fall for him.....
One afternoon while im having a chat with Jordan i could really tell that im falling for him but that night i had a weird dream about the garden... that its back... so the next day i checked if whats in my dream is actually true but i found nothing at the back of our school...i felt frustrated probably because i expected something.