𝙎𝙪𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙚 || 𝐓𝐨𝐤𝐲𝐨 𝐑𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬

Chapter 38

Y/N's POV

It hurts. I lost everything. I lost him for the second time, and it hurts so much just like the first time. My chest throbs so much that I want to also kill myself. The mixed feeling of anger and pain was filling my whole body as I eyed Kazutora.

I hate that he was still in my brother's mind on his last moments. I hate that my brother always puts him first. I hate him.

"Chifuyu" I called out as he made his way closer to me.

"Can you hold him for a moment?" I asked as he nodded in response.

I made my way towards his figure. Slapping his face to wake him up because he was spacing out.

"Are you satisfied now?" I asked as my voice cracked, his questioning expression made my feelings worse as I grabbed him by the collar.

"I'm asking you, are you satisfied now huh!? You fucking bastard" I shouted as I punched him directly on the face sending him on the ground.

"You ruined everything again, you always do this every time" my fist craved for more as I approached him again, punching him after a punch, and a punch and a punch.

His bloodied face didn't affect me at all. It just pissed me so much. I should be satisfied by just looking at his ruined state, but it makes me want to hit him more. I hate his guts.

"You ruined everything, yet my brother fixed it for you" I mumbled, kneeling in front of him, my hands tightened at his collar as he just stared at me.

"Kazutora, my brother died just for you to be saved, yet you're here spacing out!?" I can't take it any longer, my whole body was aching out of everything happened. My movements became wobbly as I shook him abruptly.

"I'm sorry.." was the only thing that came out of his mouth.

"I'm sorry? Do you think your apology will reset everything? Kazutora, he is dead. My brother is dead, your apology won't make any changes!!!" I shouted at his face. My eyesight became blurry as I squinted my eyes shut.

"He has been at your side in every situation, the promise he made with me.. he broke it just to take your side. I'm his sister, yet he turned his back at me for you, for you to just do this to him!!!?"

"It makes me sick just by looking at you" I blurted out of nowhere as tears escaped out of his eyes.

We're now both crying, but not because we're feeling the same thing.

I let go of his shirt as I stood up, my surrounding was almost twirling as soon as I got up.

"Leave now before I got some guts to kill you" I ended our conversation as I made my way towards my brother who was being held by Chifuyu, but before I could even reach them, my sight became dark as I fell down, feeling an arm catching me.

How I wish it was my brother.

I hate myself for writing this chapter, Kazutora my dear I'm sorry.