❀ Montana Lowren ❀
It's been two weeks...I think, and Landon has been giving me a ride every single day to school and I find that to be very sweet of him even though he's still mean to me at school in the eyes of people.
I've asked him if he wanted anything from me and he hesitates to tell me but I know he has a favor he wants to ask me but something is keeping him from saying it to me.I would do anything, literally anything for him to leave me alone and stop bothering me because I'm not doing anything to him and he's always hurting me.
I sigh looking out the window, feeling uncomfortable in the passenger seat of his car.
"You okay, Pink?" He asks and I turn around to look at him, his voice different from when we're at school and where everyone is watching and enjoying the show. Other students at school love seeing me in bad situations.
And why does he care if I'm okay or not he should know by the way he's making me feel every day.
I shouldn't even bother being nice anymore, he's going to start pushing me against the lockers as soon as we endothelial school gates."Landon I don't want to make you mad but I don't want you to give me rides to school anymore. One minute you're nice and the other you're not, I can't deal with your mood swings anymore I'm tired!" I start calmly and my voice starts getting louder by the minute so I stopped there. I'm scared of his reaction, why couldn't I just wait until we were out of the car.
Is he going to hurt me?
He made a sudden turn and stopped the car turning to glare at me. I backed against the car door, my heart pounding in my chest as I awaited the worst to happen.
Landon unbuckled his seatbelt and leaned over a little.
"What the fuck do you mean? What's nice, I've never been nice. Not to you not to anyone, I'm giving you a ride so be appreciative because I'm doing you a good favor." His head tilts to the side slightly and I take in a sharp breath and I wait for him to grab me harshly.
My body has too many bruises to count just from him "playfully" grabbing and slamming me against walls and lockers.
I hate it, I've told people I swear I have but they don't believe me. They tell me they'll do something about it but never do, this school is a mess. I never wanted to go here but my mom and I moved a couple of months because we ran away from home and from people that didn't like us in our small town and here people seem to hate us just as much.
I don't know what we've done to get this in return.
"I-I don't want to accept your favor, Landon, you're so mean to me all the time these "favors" aren't going to fix what you're doing." I sniffle not even noticing my throat got clogged up and my eyes were tearing up. I'm so weak I hate it.
That's what Maggie always tells me too, she says she hates me so much that she can't even look at me sometimes but I think she's joking.
"I'll walk," I whisper and try to open the door but it turns out to be locked so I slump in my seat, scared of what he's going to do.
"Are you aware of who you're talking to baby doll? Do you know that I could end you right now?" He warns and I look away from him, gulping and scooting in my seat.
"Let me out please, Landon." I look down at the door handle while checking to see if it will work now but it didn't.
He grabs my chin harshly pulling my head so I can look at him. He looks calm but I know the storm is probably close.
His fingers caress my chin and his eyes move from my eyes to my lips.
"What makes you think I will do that?" He leans in more, his face inches away from mine and we breathe the same air.
"You think you can control me you tiny little thing?" He tilts his head, his eyes not able to move away from my lips.
My stomach does flips, I'm nervous and scared and I can't move."Please-" He chuckles grabbing my jaw and tilting my head upward.
His warm breath on my neck.
"Beg me some more Montana and maybe I'll let you go." His words make me swallow hard again before I feel his lips on my neck, softly kissing my skin making me squirm in my seat.
What is he doing, why is he doing this?My eyes shut tightly on their own and I bite my lip hoping he would stop and let me go.
A moan slipped out of my mouth without my permission as his lips kissed so softly along my neck and his tongue licked along each kiss.
He groaned and I finally gathered the courage to grab his shoulder and try to push him away. I'm scared to even touch him to defend myself.
We're late for school and in the middle of an unknown rocky pathway and In the most uncomfortable position. Why is this my luck?
I suppress a scream after I successfully push him away and send a slap to his face, finally freeing myself from his hands that were holding me tightly.
I breathe hard and tell him to unlock the door.
He keeps staring at me so I swing my hand to slap him again to snap him out of his stupid trance."Open the door!" I shout and his hand seems to automatically move to the button by the door so he can unlock the door.
I don't know what got into him but I think those slaps helped him and I think he needs to have a dose of those every day to bring him to his senses because he's not okay.
He needs help, he needs all the help he can get and so do half of the other students in the school I'm in.These people are downright psychotic.
I take the chance to leave while he's still in his head and run to the sidewalk so people can see me and he won't hurt me.
Seeing that I wasn't in the right head space to learn anymore I made my way towards my house while trying to calm myself down as my heart was beating so fast I thought I would start to panic.
I open the door to my house and slam it shut knowing my mom isn't home to scold me about it and locking immediately, resting my back against the wall and trying to calm my breath down.
That was so random, what was he thinking? Touching me without my permission!
I need to tell Lewis so he can help me with this situation. I can't deal with him much longer.
I take one long breath with my eyes close as I try to think of something else.
I open my eyes and push myself off the wall to get to my room but harsh knocking on the front door startle me and make me freeze on the spot.
My hand to my chest I shake my head and tell myself it's nothing and get to the door I mentally face palm myself for not checking through the peephole who it is before I open it because panic started rising again after I saw Landon standing there.
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I'm scared...
Edited! (gammarly really came in handy)
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Romance"You won't choke me when you come out, right?" She smiles, what a tease. "Stop it," I warn her. "That's a bad habit I can't seem to get rid of, and your neck looks pretty with my hand around it anyways," I smirk and she rolls her eyes. "It's okay, I...