"You won't choke me when you come out, right?" She smiles, what a tease.
"Stop it," I warn her. "That's a bad habit I can't seem to get rid of, and your neck looks pretty with my hand around it anyways," I smirk and she rolls her eyes.
"It's okay, I...
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❀ Montana Lowren ❀
He was here, he was at the park with a girl? She looks pretty, short brown hair, a smile to die for, her style is far different from mine, she's almost as tall as Landon, maybe she's a model? Could be, she's fit for that job.
He's changed, he's laughing and holding her hand, he's talking to her and some other friends around them one I recognize to be Mason who I haven't seen in a while, he's also changed a lot, he has a little mustache and his style has changed drastically since I last saw him.
I mean people would say I've also changed which is true but pink was is and will always be my favorite color and I will never not wear it because it's me and I love it.
My hair has gotten longer for starters, it's reached the top of my butt and I think I've grown taller a little which is good, I've started getting good at make up and I've gotten a few piercings one being on my nose too.
I dyed my hair a deep cherry red color which made me look a lot different then when I had blond hair but I like the way I look now and besides the red hair fits me way better. Blond made me feel boring and basic...it's not but that's the way I felt. Plus people say hair holds memories which I didn't want to be reminded of so I dyed it.
Besides me and my appearance my mom is doing so well, she's says she hasn't even thought about drinking or smoking in so long and her health isn't ever going to go back to what it was when she was younger but it's better then ever and I'm so happy because of that. She's found new friends here and apparently a boyfriend which she doesn't stop talking about and that's kind of cute, they have a lot in common is what she told me.
She tells me to go out more and find friends but I've told her that I've made enough friends and that's kind of true. Now since I'm doing online school I don't make that many friend just like that because I'm awkward and I just like to focus on my studies. But I have a friend or two that I keep meeting when I go to the park or the library sometimes.
Dawson and I are officially a couple even though we go through a lot of trouble but we always end up together because he can't leave me alone. He's troubled and I tell him to seek help every single day but he doesn't listen to me, I don't know how I keep on ending up with people like this but I guess it's just my fate and I should just accept it.
He's trying my to stay loyal because he's promised me since two months or something like that ago but I'm not sure I trust him. He lies a lot to me. I've told him if I catch him cheating on me we are done and he will know that I know because I'm never talking to him ever again.
As much as he tries to act like he's over with the games and tries to coo me I know he's not telling me the truth and that's why I'm always on edge and thinking I'm never going to be happy like this.
