"You won't choke me when you come out, right?" She smiles, what a tease.
"Stop it," I warn her. "That's a bad habit I can't seem to get rid of, and your neck looks pretty with my hand around it anyways," I smirk and she rolls her eyes.
"It's okay, I...
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❀ Montana Lowren ❀
His place was nice and cozy, it gave me more than enough comfort but the fact that I was all alone was still haunting me. I'm scared, I'm scared of the dark, I'm scared someone will come in at night.
The comfortable bed smells like him and makes me sleep fast which I'm thankful for because I hate not being able to sleep because of the thoughts running through my head.
I want him. Close to me, next to me. I want him to be in this bed with me right now and tell me everything is going to be okay because he's there and he has me.
My life just took a sudden turn and I don't know if this is for the best or for the worst. I'm losing my mother because of the huge amount of blood-loss, and I lost Lewis because he has a girlfriend that wants to kill me every time she sees me. Mason is tired and I understand that too, the only person left in my life now is Landon and I'm hoping and praying every night with tears running down my chin that he doesn't leave me.
I need him, he can't leave me.
I left my house two days ago, the day Landon told me I could crash at his place until I figure something out or find a job. The landlord came by every day since last week to ask me for the rent money but I had to beg him for one more day every day and when he noticed he wasn't going to get his money sooner or later he asked me to pack my stuff which took me a minute to take in and try to figure out what I was going to do. Landon saved me from being thrown out in the streets and the money I had saved I'm using for food and essentials.
Landon told me he'd figure everything out when he's finally released from prison and I'm hoping the day comes faster because I miss him and I want to hug him.
I miss his filthy words but I'm also thankful he's finally bettered himself, it was fast and unexpected but he really surprised me. I've started having a huge, huge crush on that boy and I think it's the most beautiful thing ever.
He's so beautiful and I just can't help but develop feelings for him. His hair has gotten long and I just want to touch it and play with it, his eyes are so blue and so pretty, his lips full that I'm so jealous of because they're so naturally delicious looking, his nose is slightly crooked and his jaw is strong. His words make me feel butterflies and his voice calms me down. The look in his eyes makes me blush along with some teasing words and his hands being the only thing he and I are able to touch at the moment is something that makes me excited to touch him when he's out.
I never even imagined I'd start feeling something for my bully, my enemy. The person that would always push me around and would yell at me that I was so annoying and would get in his way. He was always mean to me but I guess the person that's mean to you is secretly in love with you? Or am I still acting delusional?
I noticed that I'd been so delusional before because if a person says you're ugly and I want you dead doesn't mean they're joking, they hate you and they don't want to see you. Maggie was never my friend and I should have never thought otherwise because I only got hurt by thinking that way. Even though I never did anything to her she still hated me and made sure to let me know that, she had no filter.
