voicemail | b.e

sixty eight

I've had so many gifts sent to me the past few weeks I've had to ship them to my house in LA so I can go through them properly and keep all of the amazing letters safe.

there's no way i couldn't fit them all in my suitcase.

I had my final signing in Manchester today and then I was spending two days with Louis and my dads house before my last date in New York.

I'd arranged to go out for cocktails with Kai, Eden and Louis tonight in an exclusive bar in Manchester.

I was excited to end this amazing tour on a high note.

I'd met some amazing people with so many different accents, so many different interpretations on my poetry and so many people asking about billie.

"you'd make a cute couple" I had a shit ton of people saying.

I think we'd look cute together honestly.

billie had gone back to her usual self even while drew was there, and even more so once she was gone.

we'd FaceTime at least one a day and we'd be constantly messaging, sending each other stupid selfies and photos on instagram dm.

sometimes even explicit photos when we had the chance.

Tour was long and exhausting but now I understand why billie says she does it for the fans.

It's the most rewarding thing I've ever experienced.

I wouldn't trade my job for the world.

Lisa has been sending me updates on the move and how everything of hers has been shipped and she friend goes over to collect the deliveries and put them inside, ready for us when we arrive.

we still have a lot to do in preparation for the move and the baby's arrival but I have a week before billie comes back to LA.

I also need to plan the gender reveal/baby shower.

bambi <3

baby

yes princess?

I hope the final signing goes
amazing
I cannot wait to see you
I wish tour was finishing at the
same time as you :(

it's only an extra week
baby
and then we'll be together

do I get my surprise then?

I'm seriously thinking of beating
your ass

why😫

I should never have told you
there was a surprise because it's
not even a big thing

I don't even care
as long as the surprise includes
you naked in bed with me, I'll
be the happiest woman ever

I'm sure that can be arranged

BET
what are you doing tonight?

meeting with Kai and Eden with Louis
for cocktails
so I'll probably drunk text you a lot lol

please
send me cute drunk photos pls
what are you wearing

I'll show you later ;)

have you put your piercings
back in btw?
I miss them :(

baby I put them back in like
two days after I took them out
you just haven't seen them in a while