voicemail | b.e

sixty seven

well thank you for 80k. I am blown away. you guys are my favourite people EVER.

only updating cause you guys are annoying and I love you guys or whatever🙄

bambi <3

(17) missed calls

(4) missed FaceTime calls

i'm sorry i'm a shit girlfriend

i'm sorry i've been too occupied
with drew

i'm sorry i got mad that you were
being dry a couple days ago and
instead of telling you i was mad, i
pushed you away

i'm sorry i thought you were hiding
something from me so decided to
push you away instead of asking you 

i'm sorry i didn't say i loved you back
because i do more than anything in
the world 

i'm sorry i put drew before you

i'm sorry i hurt you 

i'm sorry for everything

but most importantly i'm sorry for making
you feel as if i didn't care. i do, i'm just
finding this long distance shit hard

"I'm here bitch!" Louis slams the door shut and runs down the stairs of his apartment dragging his suitcase down the stairs.

"you're late!" I shout back, laughing "get in!"

the driver helps him with his case and he climbs into the back to hug me.

"sorry got caught up with H"

"of course you did" i roll my eyes "let's hope we're not late"

we made it to our flight with eight minutes to spare.

we're flying to London for my first signing in the morning.

there's nine british dates and twelve in america which have all sold out.

we're hoping to do some more around the world but this is my first 'tour' and i didn't want to overdo it.

i also want to get back in time to move with Lisa.

we get back two weeks before billies tour is over so i'm hoping we can be fully moved in and i can plan how i'm gonna tell her.

i hope she's gonna be happy.

"what's on your mind bub? you've been quiet" louis comes and sits beside me, handing me a starbucks.

with a sigh i open my phone and scroll up to the beginning of billies messages where she started getting dry and handing it to him.