voicemail | b.e

thirty five*

25k reads I'm crying. the support I get from this book is amazing & I appreciate every single one of you.

I'm the worst and I love it.

since we're not getting to the hotel until after the show tonight, it's been my mission to tease billie as much as I can.

I want to see how badly she wants me.

I want to hear those pretty moans while I-

"gabby are you listening?" I look at Lisa who's staring back at me and I nod. "yeah yeah carry on"

"as I was saying, we're gonna meet with a new team on Monday when we get to New York, I'll still be your manager but Mike will be there, someone else from Billies team to help us with the new team. it's important you attend and listen because there's contracts we need to sign, agreements to make and a legal team to find out who texted you"

"I always listen" I roll my eyes and continue to draw in my book.

"another thing, you and billie"

"what about us?"

"is there an us? cause I didn't walk in on just anything"

"have you ever heard of knocking on a door when it's closed?"

"I wasn't expecting to walk in with your hands down her pants" she whisper yells.

"she had an itch" I shrug and she gives me a look causing me to huff.

" I need to know these things angel"

"need to know what?" mike walks into the room and I drop my pen. "nothing, are we done here?" she nods her head and I stand up. "pleasure doing business with you ma'am" I smile sarcastically and curtsey dramatically, leaving the room.

"this conversation isn't over" she shouts as I get to the door and I flip her off as I slam it.

I'm so over all of this.

we're currently in the arena where billie is playing tonight, Lisa doing some work on one of the side rooms before the show starts, trying to get the meeting organised for Monday.

billie is currently doing meet and greet, claudia is editing a YouTube video in the green room and harry and Louis are probably having sex in a closet somewhere.

I join claudia in the green room and spend some time replying to text messages and dms.

alot of my close friends and family who didn't know are shocked and I have to apologise, telling them the reveal was out the blue and I'd talk to them properly soon.

cara

BITCH YOU REVEALED YOURSELF??
WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?

it sorta happened out the blue
wasn't planned AT ALL
but it's fine... I'm fine

FaceTime me when you get to 
the hotel room

I'll try
I'm pretty tired
but I'll be home on Monday so I'll
see you soon

I am not tired at all. I just wanna get naked with my girlfriend.