| "I'll wait for you."| A kazurou fanfic <3

Chapter 7

Sooner or later, the food came along and the 3 young men enjoyed it in an awkward silence.
After a little while, they all got a little more comfortable with each other because Scaramouche was engaging in conversation. Even though they—- more like Kazuha didn't like him, they both thought it would be cruel to leave him hanging.

They watched movies, played video games and so and so on until the time they decided to wrap it up and get to bed came around.

"I'm heading to bed now~ Sleep well you both! If you even do sleep. But if you don't, make sure not to make to much noise now, you wouldn't want to deal with a grumpy Scara now." He laughed off, walking into the room he was sleeping in.

Both of them were red like a fresh tomato. They just stood there, taking in what Scaramouche said. After that, none of them exchanged anything until arriving in the room they were staying in.

Kazuha changed and got in bed first, covering most of his body with the cover, only his head being visible. Gorou walked in a little after, since he went to the bathroom to wash his face before getting settled in bed.

Gorou removed his shirt quickly. But to Kazuha, it was like he was removing it in slow motion. He couldn't take his eyes off his friend. It was like they were super glued to him. He took in Gorou's shape. His soft pale skin, no hairs no nothing, slim figure with some abs slowly making their appearance. His body was perfect, Gorou was perfect.

"Kazuha are you okay? You've been staring at me for quite a while now." Gorou awkwardly chuckled.

"A-ah, it's nothing. I was just... lost in thought that's all. A-anyways goodnight!" Kazuha mentally slapped himself for staring at him for that long. What if he thought he was a creep? Knowing Gorou he probably wouldn't, but he can't read his mind so who knows?

Kazuha's heart was beating so fast once he noticed the lights closed and the mattress when up. Gorou was laying next to him. Shirtless Gorou, was laying not even a few centimetres away from touching him.

After about 30 minutes of them shifting around in bed, Kazuha heard a little snoring from the other end. Since Gorou was sleep, he thought he should try sleeping too. He turned around to look at Gorou's back and smiled.

"Goodnight Gorou." He whispered and drifted to sleep.

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Little tw:
Panic attacks and mentions of character death.

Gorou woke up to a noise. Was someone crying? There are only two people in this room. It wasn't him, so it could only be one person.

Gorou looked to his side, only to see Kazuha's face drenched in tears and him gripping tightly onto the pillow. He was holding it for dear life. Kazuha was lightly shaking, he whispered a few things from time to time but it sounded like gibberish to the other's ears. If the golden haired man was correct, it sounded something like 'Don't go' or 'Don't leave me.'

Gorou had an idea of what to do in this situation.
Kazuha was most likely having a nightmare about  the few minutes before Tomo's death. When Kazuha and Tomo were together, the blonde haired man had a sort of, special way to wake Kazuha up. He placed one of his fingers on the middle of his back. He would tap three times then lightly pinch his neck. Gorou did the exact same thing. And fortunately, it worked.

Kazuha woke up. He was out of breath and his hand was gripping his chest. All Kazuha did was stare at Gorou for what felt like hours to the other man.

"Tomo?" He quietly said. Searching for an answer.

He approached Gorou, touching him everywhere to see if his dead lover was on the bed with him. For a moment, he felt like Tomo was right there, next to him. But soon, he realized that Tomo would never come back. No matter how much he cried or prayed, noting can change the past. Whether he liked it or not, Tomo was gonna stay dead, and that was something Kazuha just couldn't come to accept yet, even if it's almost been a year.