Karlwastaken ~ hogwarts AU

Important AN

Hi I know a lot of AN's but I feel like you guys deserve too know why I haven't been uploading recently so TW of Rape, Crying,Suicidal thoughts, Cursing

I haven't been uploading because awhile ago I was raped in my school bathroom mid school day and I did not go back to class I had my bag with me and so I just stayed in the stall crying until school was over and locked myself in my room for the rest of the day...that was five years ago two days ago September 3rd 2016 I din't say this earlier because I was in my bed crying all day I din't get up so yah I feel like shit and i wanna die I wanna feel peace that they can  never touch me or hurt me ever again I wanna kill myself so bad and it so tempting knowing I can die and they can never touch me ever again and too the person who raped me Fuck you you ruined my entire fucking life you made me wanna kill myself you made me believe i cannot have happiness anymore that I'm worth nothing you traumatized me and I hate you so much with everything I have left in me you made a happy little 5th grade girl wanna kill themselves and they still do five fucking years later...

So that's why I haven't been posting I never told anyone that so yah I'm trying too post but I might take a couple more days off bye love you eat some good food drink water get sleep and you are valid and worth living bye