someone is bound to get burned...

s i x

"I have no choice."

[Huge Time Skip]

"Do you hear yourself!?" The headmaster complained.

"No maybe because you're yelling so loud I can't even hear my own thoughts so shut up for a second will you?" I asked annoyed.

"So rude!" The headmaster spoke. I rolled my eyes. "I can't have you attending Durmstrang anymore-" 

"What?!" I asked shocked. "No. No please!" I pleaded.

"I'm sorry there are too many complaints against you with staff, students and parents." He explained.

"No! You can't send me back home! Not with my Mother! Please!" I begged.

"You should have thought about your actions Miss Grindelwald." He spoke clearly.

"Please! Where would I go? I have magical abilities!" I spoke.

"I sent a letter to the Headmistress of Beaubaxtons Academy of Magic." He spoke.

"And?" I asked hopeful.

"She said she can't take you into her school you would ruin her reputation." He explained. I slouched in my chair hopeless.

"But... the Hogwarts Headmaster, Albus Dumbledore said he would gladly accept you into his school." He explained. My eyes lit up with joy and hope. 

Come to think of it, I believe in my book it read that Dumbledore and my Father were really close.

"Thank you!" I spoke smiling.

"You may begin packing your things." He spoke causing my smile to drop.

"But... I like it here. My friends- well friend-" I began.

"I have no choice." He explained. "A letter will be written home addressing the situation." He spoke before I left. My eyes went wide knowing the storm that will happen when I get home.

I sadly walked out but tried not to look like it. I walked into the dining hall and took a seat with Krum since Dylan wasn't there.

I sadly rested my head on his shoulder while he talked to his friends. He seemed to notice my sadness because he turned to look at me and nudged me. His friends also directed their attention to me but I shrugged it off. I didn't want their pity. I didn't need anyones pity

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I sat in my dorm sad while putting my things in my bag. The door suddenly swung open.

"You can't leave!" Dylan spoke.

"I have too." I spoke sadly. And put one of my shirts in my luggage.

"No!" Dylan spoke and took it out.

"Stop ruining my work." I spoke jokingly.

"Why aren't you fighting to stay here? I thought you loved it here! It's where your Father learned magic!" He spoke.

"You think I want to leave? I tried! I can't stay!" I spoke.

"The Y/n I know never fails. You always succeed." He spoke.

"Well, theirs a first time for everything." I muttered.

"If you go who will I talk to all the time and do our yearly traditions with." He spoke sadly.

"Sorry." I spoke.

"What about Christmas! You always came to my house for Christmas!" He complained.

"Dylan. I can't stay!" I spoke. "No one likes me here anyway." I spoke.

"You never cared about that!" Dylan spoke. "Where will you go anyway?" He asked.

"It was like Hog something." I spoke.

"Hog? As in like, a pig?" Dylan asked laughing. "Your going to a school full of pigs?" He asked.

"Wouldn't change a thing, I go to school with you. You would fit in great." I joked. 

"Hey!" He spoke in an offended tone. "I am certainly not a hog!" He spoke.

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I woke up sadly and got ready. Today was my last day at Durmstrang and tomorrow I would be facing my Mother. 

I counted my steps as usual while walking to my first class completely skipping breakfast. I sat in the front of the class as usual and waited for my best friend to come.

Every class went like that, took a seat, sat through the lecture and silently took notes. It was the end of the day and Dylan and I were hanging out outside.

"You can't leave!" He complained.

"I don't want too." I spoke.

"Then don't! Screw what he says!" He spoke.

"Why don't you switch too Hogwarts?" I suggested.

"My parents would never let me." He spoke sadly. You'll still come over for Christmas won't you?" He asked. I nodded. He ran to me and hugged me. I swear I heard him sniffle. 

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I walked to the front of Durmstrang sadly with all my things. Dylan sadly followed behind me. Silently. I saw my mom in the distance and fear started to build up.

I ran to Dylan and hugged him. He hugged me back tightly as if I would slip away at any given moment.

"I'll miss you." I whispered.

"Me too. And don't you dare replace me!" He spoke clearly. I laughed and broke the hug.

"Write to me!" I spoke while walking away. He nodded and gave me a thumbs up. I saw tears rolling down his face and felt sorry and guilty.

This was all my fault.

I walked towards Mother who looked as angry as ever. "Stupid girl!" I heard her mutter.

"Hi Mom." I spoke quietly.

"Shut up!" She snapped and grabbed my wrist harshly. She apparated us home and she practically shoved me inside the house.

I was stuck with her until the beginning of my fourth year where I would be attending Hogwarts. I tried to run to my room but she harshly grabbed a fist of my hair and dragged me back to her causing me to drop all my things.

"Please don't." I pleaded. It was useless Mother would never stop hurting me.

"I give you the privilege to go get an education and you get expelled!" She yells in my face and slaps me. I felt the stinging sensation and began tearing up. 

Mother began kicking me and slapping me throwing insults at me. Then she dragged me to the kitchen where she grabbed a blade and pierced it into my skin. I screamed as the blade was dragged against my skin and carved the words. 

Useless

Stupid

Worthless.

I stared at my inner forearm letting the tears fall from my eyes. I never cried but when my Mom beat me I couldn't help it. It hurt so bad. She then shoved me out of the kitchen.

"Pick up your things! And stay in your room!" She yelled at me.

Not that I wanted to spend time with you, I thought in my head. I nodded and grabbed my things. My arms and legs shaking from the pain. I grabbed them and dragged them upstairs.

I placed them on my bed and went to the bathroom to clean my wounds.

Please get me out of here.