Secret of a Straight Fudanshi (Pinoy BL - Book 1 of S.O.A.S.F)

Chapter 27 - Huli na ang lahat

Harry's POV

We're inside the clinic and Joker is beside me and hindi niya ako pinapabayaan. He's here with me and siya ang nagtatakip sa mga mata ko gamit ang mainit niyang kamay for me not to see the blood on my knee.

He really does care about me and he knows how to make me calm.

"Malapit na matapos, Harry. Onti na lang. Kaya mo pa ba?" Joker asked me in a very gentle way.

"Yes. As long as hindi ko nakikita 'yung dugo, okay lang ako." I said.

Habang tinatakpan ni Joker ang mga mata ko, I heard the nurse suddenly giggled.

"Tanong ko lang... 'wag kayo mao-offend dalawa ah? Ang sweet mo kasi sa kanya, Joker. Boyfriend mo? Hihi!" the nurse asked.

Bigla akong kinabahan sa tanong ng nurse but at the same time, I was waiting for Joker to say "Yes" na boyfriend niya ako. Even the slightest amount, mga 1% na sasabihin niya na I'm his boyfriend, umaasa pa rin ako. I'm now delusional, right?

"Kasi, bagay kayong dalawa talaga! Kinikilig ako sa inyo! Dali! Secret lang natin kung mag secret on kayo!" the nurse added.

Joker was still quiet about it. He doesn't want to answer. Maybe tanga lang talaga ako since umaasa ako na he'll say yes since we're not really together. And besides, he has Ate Alaiza with him. What am I thinking? Bakit ko ba ineexpect na sasabihin ni Joker na he's inlove with me?

"Yes po. Boyfriend ko si Harry." Joker said.

Joker... just said it.

Joker just said it!

I got stunned. I was astonished. I don't know what to feel.

"Secret lang po natin, ate nurse ah? 'Wag niyo po sasabihin sa iba. Okay ba?" Joker added.

"Sure! Sa atin lang 'tong tatlo! Nakakainis! Ang sweet mo kasi sa kanya! Sana all talaga!" the nurse said and giggled. "Oh, ikaw naman, Harry, make sure na magagasgasan ka ulit para makita ko kayong dalawa dito ni Joker. Ihi na lang nagpapakilig sa akin eh. Haha! Just kidding!"

Did Joker just said that I'm his boyfriend? Even though na this may be a joke... hearing it from him... made my heart jumping for joy. As in, this was the first time that a guy did not deny me as his boyfriend in front of someone.

Joker was not even my boyfriend, but then he said it. He didn't even stutter and as in parang seryoso talaga siya. Pwede ba na maging seryoso na lang talaga? Sa ginagawa niyang 'to, mas lalo akong umaasa at mas lalo akong napapamahal sa kanya.

Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko since I was so happy na bigla na lang tumulo ang luha ko.

"Harry, umiiyak ka ba? Parang nababasa 'yung kamay ko eh." Joker asked.

"Ang hapdi kasi ng nilalagay na gamot sa sugat ko kaya naiiyak ako." I said.

"Nurse, okay na no?" Joker asked the nurse.

"Yes po, you can continue with your business. Don't mind me... dito na lang ako sa table ko and I'll be watching a live action BL drama! Haha! Sige na!" the nurse said.