Secret of a Straight Fudanshi (Pinoy BL - Book 1 of S.O.A.S.F)

Chapter 7 - Am I Straight?

Ace's POV

Kakatapos lang ng class namin for this day, but in all honesty, wala akong naintindihan sa lessons. Lumilipad ang utak ko the whole day. Andami kong iniisip and yes... thoughts are being thoughted agad if there is such a word! Haha!

I still don't get it why I felt something different yesterday night sa step brother ni Tara na si Jeffrey. Why am I seeing those things? Why now? Nagkakagusto na nga ba talaga ako sa mga dudes? Is this the effect of being a "Fudanshi"? Am I not the straight guy that I used to be and I thought I was?

I imagined hugging or kissing another guy, pero it gives me the chills! Siguro man crush ko lang si Jeffrey and that's normal? Maybe dahil nakikita ko sa kanya is isang male lead character sa isang yaoi or BL content kaya naiisip ko lang 'to, right?

As soon as I got out of the classroom, I did the most embarassing thing in my life. Naghahanap ako ng mga cute guys sa campus and I tried to stand in front of them and looked straight into their eyes but I saw nothing. Wala! Walang pink background, walang falling feathers, walang smooth melody background music, walang shining lights!

But I thought, baka kasi since it's the first time na nakakilala ako ng sobrang bait na guy which is older than me and also let's say he's dreamy and handsome, yes, baka he's just a father figure to me kasi I grew up being raised by my mom only. Maybe I was longing for a father figure? Yes, oo siguro ganoon. Tama! I'm still straight since walang effect sa akin 'yung ginawa kong pagtitig sa mga cute guys dito sa campus.

Phone ringing!

An unknown number is calling me kaya I didn't want to answer it. I only take calls from people I know and 'yung talagang close na close ko since I hate scam calls. I muted my phone but it keeps on vibrating. I thought na titigil 'yung caller but no, hindi sumuko 'yung caller.

I tried texting the number that was calling me and when that person replied, it was Jeffrey all along. I hurriedly saved the number and tinawagan ko siya pabalik, agad agad walang sabi sabi.

"Hi Jeffrey! I'm sorry na hindi ko sinagot 'yung phone. I thought it was a scam call. Hindi ko kasi sinasagot 'yung call if unknown number." I said to him.

"No it's okay, my bad. I should've texted you first." he said while he was laughing on the other line.

I'm curious kung paano niya nakuha number ko, but siguro baka hiningi niya kay Tara.

"Nasa school ka pa ba?" he asked.

"Yes, nandito ako sa school cafeteria just reading a manga." I said.

"Okay, I'll be there in 5 minutes." he said then binaba niya na agad ang call and I didn't have any chance na sabihin sa kanya kung saang school cafeteria since we have two cafeterias here. Tsaka he's here? Hmmm.

I tried texting him the place of the school cafeteria kung nasaan ako, but then, a very warm and soft hand touched my right shoulder. It was very tender and warm na parang nakakarelax and when I looked at the person who was touching my right shoulder, I saw a very light skinned person. Sobrang puti niya na nakakasilaw siya and talagang nag go-glow ang balat niya like he was holy! Mayroon siyang mapungay na mga mata and has this thick eyebrows na may parang I don't know the word but tapyas sa left eyebrow but it looks good on him and he was smiling at me with his very light pink and very kissable lips, and by the way, he's good looking and has this toned body and his uniform is sobrang fit sa kanya.