Secret of a Straight Fudanshi (Pinoy BL - Book 1 of S.O.A.S.F)

Chapter 28 - Twist of fate

Harry's POV

"Harry? Chester?" Joker said and he looked so shocked.

I was also shocked because hindi ko inexpect na Chester will kiss me and say that he loves me... and isa pa, sakto pa na nakita kami ni Joker.

"I'm sorry guys. Hindi ko sinasadya. Aalis na ko. You can continue your kiss... or... whatever it is." Joker said and tumalikod na siya and he walked so fast.

I wanted to follow him and I wanted to say that it was all a misunderstanding.

I started to walk but Chester grabbed my left hand and I was forced to stay.

"Saan ka pupunta? Susundan mo si Joker?" Chester said.

"Yes. I'll go with Joker." I said.

"Harry, commited 'yung tao. Ano na naman pumasok sa utak mo?" Chester pointed out.

"No, narinig ko sila na nag-usap ni Ate Alaiza. They're faking it. I have a chance now with Joker." I replied.

"So ngayong alam mo na 'yung totoo, ganoon na lang kabilis? Pupunta ka na agad sa kanya? Mahal mo na agad? Kilala mo na ba siya? Alam mo ba tunay niyang ugali? Nakita mo na ba ang bad side niya? Nakita mo na ba siya magalit?" Chester shouted.

"You can't stop me." I answered.

"Paano ako?" Chester said in a very gloomy tone.

"Hindi ko alam." I answered.

"Handa na ako eh. Bakit naman kung kailan ready na ako na ibigay 'yung puso ko... bakit... bakit ang bilis mo naman nawala?" Chester said.

I felt the pain from what Chester said.

Then raindrops started to fall one by one as if the night sky is starting to cry.

"Harry, baka naman pwede pa? Baka natuwa ka lang sa company ni Joker... I'm sorry, hindi ko sinadya na i-deny ka. Pero ngayon, handa na talaga ako. Please?" Chester said and he hugged me.

The rain started to get stronger and it became colder.

It was so warm and I felt Chester's pain being passed onto my heart.

Mali ba ako na tinapon ko ang feelings ko para kay Chester? Did I gave up too early? Was my feelings for Joker was all sugarcoated and was just made up by my stupid mind?

"Harry, please... 'wag mo na ako layuan. Hindi na kita iiwanan. Mahal na mahal kita." Chester said and... he started to cry.

He laid his face on my right shoulders and I felt the warm tears coming from Chester's eyes. This was the first time that I saw him cry. I always see him as the strongest person that I've known.

Siya 'yung tipo ng tao na hindi matitibag next to Ace. I was the weakest one in our circle and Chester was always there to help me. But now, as I see him cry in front of me... I felt so bad. Feeling ko, ang sama sama kong tao.

He never showed his weakness in front of everybody... pero ngayon, he's showing a different Chester... a weak Chester that's begging for a love that's lost.