Secret of a Straight Fudanshi (Pinoy BL - Book 1 of S.O.A.S.F)

Chapter 3 - The Confrontation

Ace's POV

"Pre, seryoso 'to? All this time, Ace, you're into guys? Warapak!" sigaw ni Chester at sobrang gulat siya sa akin at pakiramdam ko iniisip niya I'm gay.

"Akala ko gustong gusto mo 'yung mga malalaki at malalambot na mmmmmm!" gigil na pagkakasabi ni Harry habang pinapakita niya na may pinipisil siyang malambot na bagay.

"Pag-usapan natin 'to, Ace. Ano nangyari? Bakit nagkaganito ka? Ikaw pa 'yung naguudyok sa amin ni Harry sa panonood ng porn—" sinabi ni Chester.

"Straight porn!" Harry added. "Do you not like boobs anymore? Gusto mo na ng dicks?"

I did an eye-roll along with a disappointed face. This is why I don't want to tell people that I'm into this kind of stuff—they'll think I'm gay!

"First of all, I'm not gay! Second, I'm not into guys, and third I'm still into boobies!" I explained.

"Eh ano 'to?" Chester showing me 2 whole pages of a manga, "Nagdidilaan? Malaway pre! Dalawang lalake 'to. Are you sure this isn't 'Gay' for you?"

If I wanted to educate people that liking yaoi or BL stuff doesn't make you gay, I need to start off with my two closest friends.

"Ang tawag d'yan... appreciation for love!" I added, "If I'm reading or watching 2 girls making out, does that make me a lesbian?"

Napaisip bigla sina Harry at Chester sa sinabi ko at para silang natauhan... ng slight!

"Pero kailan pa 'to? How did you end up liking this kind of stuff?" Tanong ni Chester.

"About a month ago." I grabbed the "The Titan's Bride" manga from Harry's hand and showed it to them, "This manga is what made me liked this kind of stuff."

"So... gay ka na nga talaga?" natatawang tanong ni Harry.

"No!" I shouted, but I'm not that angry. Gusto ko lang sila maliwanagan.

"Then ano? Explain." Chester added.

"Okay ganito... I'm still straight 101% for the record. It's just that hindi ko maipaliwanag pero it's giving me this intense emotions lalo na nung una kong mabasa 'tong manga. I know this may look gay for you, but it's not for me. I'm just enjoying how they are expressing themselves and kakaiba kasi 'yung pakiramdam na para bang it's interesting to see both guys. Pero I'm not into guys! And just to straight things out, kung nasa isip niyo na baka may gusto ako sa inyong dalawa, no, nagkakamali kayo. You're both disgusting to my eyes, but as a good sign cause you're both my friends. And I just like to see or ship two other guys being in love with each other and that's it. I'm still straight, I'm still the same guy na nakilala niyo. It's just that I just turned into a straight 'Fudanshi'." mahabang paliwanagan ko sa kanila.

"Pudan...what?" Chester asked and looked at Harry.

"Pandanshi? Ewan, 'yun narinig ko." Harry answered.

"FU-DAN-SHI!" I shouted.

"Oh ano naman 'yung Fudanshi na 'yan?" Chester asked.

"Okay, alam ko alam niyo kung ano 'yung 'Fujoshi' right?" I asked to the both of them with both of my eyebrows raising.

"Oo, 'yun yung mga babaeng mahilig sa mga ganitong content." sinabi ni Chester.

"Ah, so you mean na 'Fudanshi' ang tawag sa mga guys na mahilig sa ganitong content, tama ba ako?" Harry asked.