Chapter 12.5: Æsh

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'If you cannot control your emotional state, you are addicted to it', said Bose.

Æsh was addicted to his emotional state. It was a tug of war between old vibrations and new. But with daily practice he was able to sustain the theta frequency for longer spells. He withdrew from his senses and directed the energy into his brain where billions of neurons came lit up. Left and right hemispheres started communicating with considerable ease, disparate circuits formed new connections and broke old neuro-net patterns in his brain's wiring. Higher mental activity led to increased attentiveness, resilience and motivation.

He was unknotting timeworn stories, unknotting repetitive thoughts of grief and guilt and pushing them out into the fabric of the quantum field.

As he withdrew awareness from his external environment on a daily basis he became less aware of his orientation in time and space, thus dissolving the self and non-self-boundary.

He was merging with the light. Penetrating cosmic consciousness and becoming one with the singularity.

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