FELIX ONESHOTS! (bxb)

Tell Me How's It Feel, Sitting Up There? (CHANGLIX)

Now playing: Without me by Halsey

"How are you feeling?" Seungmin asked as all the make-up artists were doing some last finishing touches on Felix.

Felix looked at himself in the mirror and sighed, "If I'm being honest, I'm nervous."

His friend gave him a small smile and sat next to him, holding his hand to show support, "It's okay to be nervous. You're going to do great like always."

"Yeah, but what if I mess up? It's one thing to mess up in front of an audience but messing up in front of him is embarrassing," Felix voiced out, looking down his lap. "Even though this song is about him but I just can't let him win."

"And you're not going to," Seungmin stated, making the freckled boy look up at him. "He hurt you and you're going to let everyone know who he truly is. You made this song and look how it went! It got you millions of streams and there are people out there supporting you!"

"You're going to do great. You're going to go up there and sing your heart out for this song," Seungmin added and helped put on Felix's hat that goes with his outfit, "you're going to show him that he messed with the wrong bitch."

Felix chuckled and hugged Seungmin, "Thank you."

Seungmin returned the hug and smiled, "You don't have to thank me."

"No, I do. Thank you so much. You and the others, I really love and cherish all of you."

"We're your friends. Of course, we will have your back."

"Lee Felix!" one of the staff called. "You're up in 10. If you have anything to change, make it quick please."

Felix looked at Seungmin, "I guess I have to get going."

Seungmin patted his shoulder, "Break a leg. I and the others are watching in the front row."

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Before Felix could realize anything, he was already positioned at where he was supposed to be on stage. He took a deep breath, taking note of all the cameras that were placed. It's going to be the first time he was singing by himself. And damn was it nerve-racking.

It's not like he didn't perform in front of an audience before; he had danced to millions for other people's songs and with his other job being a runway model, it wasn't hard to get used to people looking at you. It was the fact that he was going to sing to an audience, a song he wrote and composed with the help of his other friend, Jisung.

He didn't expect the song to be such a hit. He thought that maybe his song would have a couple of thousand streams and maybe get it featured on the radio but he never expected to be on the billboard for first and have him participate in few music shows.

He was happy that his first song had gotten so much positive feedback and he was kind of glad that many people related to him as well.

Felix was in a bad place. Ever since the drama that happened around him, he had been afraid to even step out of his apartment; afraid of being ambushed with a flash mod or anyone throwing all sorts of things at him.

What happened? His ex happened, that's what.

It was 6 months ago when Felix decided to break up with his ex-boyfriend because of certain issues they had. What were these issues? It was the fact that his ex was seeing someone behind the freckled boy's back.

It was painful to see your boyfriend of two years cheating on you with someone else. It's even more painful when you have to find it out from your friend.