𝗧𝗘𝗘𝗡 𝗣𝗔𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗦. jungwon

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*ding!*

"You can go but, ms.Park and mr.Yang I need to have a private conversation with the both of you" Jungwon gulped down his saliva as he eyed his lover

"I have some news, but before I would like to talk about this matter first" ms.Jeong removed her glasses as the two took two chairs and sat down

"Before telling you what was the final decision, I want to ask you something" the woman sighed, Jungwon took Soomin's hand and held it tighly as he rubbed the back of it with his tumb "are you ready to be parents?"

The couple hesitantly nodded "are you ready to stay up all night, to take all the responsabilty for this, to be judged for being too young and to give up your studies?" this time they remained silent, they never thought of all the things they need go through as parents

Or at least, not Jungwon

"What was the final decision ms.Jeong..?" Soomin broke the silence and tried to shift the topic

"Before telling you, please answer. If you're ready to go through the judgemental comments of the society and to give your child a good future"

"We....." Jungwon looked at her but the girl just looked at her lap while playing with the end of her skirt "we need to talk about it"

Ms.Jeong nodded and signaled them to leave

The whole walk to her home was silent, no one had the guts to talk

Jungwon opened his mouth to say something but closed it again

He slid his hands in his pocket while looking everywhere but at Soomin

Normally, he would use this time to stare at her and tease her but now, he just wanted to avoid opening a conversation with her

"Jungwon..." Soomin broke the ice "I— I... I don't feel ready" the boy stopped walking as he was frozen on his spot "I don't feel ready to go through all of that" speechless, that's what Jungwon was

"I feel like I won't give this child a good future..." her hand landed on her not-so-noticeble pregnant belly

"I'm not ready to be a parent.."

Jungwon couldn't say anything, words just wouldn't escape his mouth

Everytime he tried, only air came out

"I will try to have an abortion as soon as I can, I..." she held back her tears "I already made up my mind" the pregnant girl turned around and held the doorknob tighly before going in

"That's.... it?"

"I— I won't see my child?"

"Nothing I always dreamed of will be true?" The male whispered under his breath as some tears fell down his perl-like cheeks. His legs were weak, they felt like they're gonna give up soon and let him fall on the hard ground

The door clicked grabbing his attention "Jungwon," Jay closed the door behind him with a sad smile on his face "the abortion will be in a month.." that was it, his knees gave up making him fall on the ground

"How..." he looked at the oldest with tears falling from his eyes "how could she find it that quickly..?" Jay sighed and reached his level

"It's complicated but, she won't change her mind now"

"There's nothing that will make her change, I'm sorry Jungwon.... I tried"

"Jay-hyung... is this the end?" He looked in his eyes and then at the ground as his vision was blurry due to the tears that were about to fall again "is this the end for us? Does that mean that we will be strangers like before?"

Altrough Jungwon may have hurted his sister, Jay just felt pity for him. His state was worse than hers, he never saw her in this condition

"It's the end for the baby...." the nineteen-years-old boy hugged Jungwon, letting him sob on his shoulder

"I... I love her, I love the both of them... I can't let them go.." he confessed him as a sob followed his words

"I can't bear losing one.." Jay hugged him tight, trying to comfort him

"I want to hate her but I can't, I just... love her so much" the younger slowly wrapped his arms around his waist to find some comfort, but nothing

"Jungwon, are you ok?" The boy didn't answered and throwed himself on the couch as he buried his face in q pillow while crying

"Did something happened to Soomin?" The crying boy shook his head "we— we stopped seeing eachother"

"Finally!" His mother exclaimed from the kitchen as the two teenagers looked at her with a disappointent look "mom!" Miyeon glared at her

"What? I'm just happy, if Soomin isn't gonna stay with him, he has the opportunity to date Young-Hee! She's way better than her!" Jungwon sat up and grabbed his backpack

"Young-Hee is a brat! She doesn't know manners! No way in hell I'm gonna date a spoiled brat!" He stormed out of the house as tears never stopped streaming from his cat eyes since that afternoon