*Josie*
It's been six days since we found out about the tumor. It has already gotten worse. I can't get up anymore. I sleep all the time. My kids are worried, yet I can't move. I feel so helpless. I won't get to watch Ridian and Avery grow up. I'm going to miss Ami's wedding. I won't see Aislinn shift. All the best things in my children's life, I will miss. I don't want to die, but I can't stop it. I can't control it. Years ago, I thought the abuse was what made me feel broken, but I was wrong. The feeling of failing my family, my pups, my mate, my pack, that makes me feel broken. I don't want my life to end with me just laying down. I'm only twenty seven and I'm failing my entire home. No matter how hard I try I cant stop the darkness from taking over.
*Ami*
My mates sit with me in mom's room as I watch her fight to stay awake. Too soon I hear the beep and see a flat line. "MOMMY! NO! WAKE UP! I CAN'T LOSE YOU! PLEASE WAKE UP MOM!" I sob. She doesn't move. She just becomes more pale. I curl up in bed with her and cry while stroking her hair. I'm not ready for this. She can't be dead. I'm only fourteen. "Moon Goddess, I know I haven't been the best, but I beg of you. Bring my mom back. She was so kind! She doesn't deserve this. Please Goddess! Please." My pleas turn to quiet whimpers. The twins leave me be with mom. I can't believe this has happened. After everything, this is how I loose her? To a damn tumor?! Dad runs in and falls to his knees when he sees mom. He throws me away from her and into the wall. A whimper escapes my lips when I crash into it. He whirls to me. "You filthy blood sucker! Get out! I don't want to see you ever again! If it weren't for her rescuing you in the first place she wouldn't have had that damn tumor! Get out!" With that I shift and run out the door.
I wake with a scream. "Sweet heart, it's ok, it was all a dream. You are safe. I don't have a tumor, I didn't have my heat, Ruyi has come back, with the witch, but I was never hurt. Leo told me everything you saw." Mom says. Just a dream? But I seen the world through Ruyi's eyes. I was asleep the entire time? I saw mom giving up! I-I, it was a dream. "Where are the twins?" I whimper out. They come running in and pull me to them. I'm safe. With those words I go back into a nightmare free sleep.
Haha, you thought she was actually dead! For and confusion, the last chapter when she found out about the tumor was also a part of the dream.
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