❝You're thinking too much, just love me.❞
❝I'm scared to love you,❞ I mumbled under my breath. ❝Attachment is frightening.❞
❝I'm scared too, but I'm willing. I don't know how it feels like to be unconditionally loved by someone. I think that's th...
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Sohyun~
What is going on in two days?
As much as I tried to clear my mind, I couldn't stop thinking about it. How bad is it that Beomgyu thinks I'll hate him?
"I made some songs to help you fall asleep." He handed me a jewel case with a CD in it. On the outside it says "Maze in the Mirror".
"Thank you, I'll cherish these." I embraced him then rested my head on his shoulders.
"One of the lyrics in the first song mentions that I want you to rest your head on my shoulders, just like this." He whispered while caressing my face.
"I want that too." I looked into his beautiful eyes and blushed. He's literally perfect. The way he's structured... the gods carved him themselves and took time on it.
"I know we already discussed this before, how present is more important than the future... but honestly, where do you see yourself ten years from now?" He asked me and I immediately had an answer.
"Your wife." I straight up replied.
"Spectacular. Sounds like you will be doing great things in life!" He sarcastically commented.
"In all honesty, I'm not too sure. Seeing my parents run such a big company since I was little, I know how hard it can get. Although, who else would takeover if not me? I'm not completely against it either, I think it'll put me at ease to at least try. How about you, where do you see yourself in ten years?"
"I want to help people like what you've done for me... I know it's been mentally difficult for the both of us. I think being able to create a resource for teens like us, it will save a lot of lives. Especially those who are in unfortunate circumstances."
"I would love to collaborate with you on that project, if you ever decide to pull through with it." I admired his passion for something so righteous.
"You're my future." Beomgyu took my hand and gave it a gentle kiss.
"We'll find a way back to each other, if by chance we ever separate. Our souls are connected." I said and he agreed.
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Beomgyu~
Sohyun's right, our souls are practically connected. My attachment issues will go haywire once tomorrow is over.
I don't want her to hurt too much or be embarrassed by the things Nana could do to her. Her life will be a lot more difficult and miserable if I stay with her, and it's not gonna end well either way.
I grabbed my guitar from home and went back to Sohyun's place, so I could teach her a few notes. She really liked the songs I made for her, so I taught her how to play MITM on the guitar. She's amazingly a quick learner.
"Press a little harder." I placed her fingers on the right keys. She sat between my thighs, as I hugged her from behind with my chin rested against her shoulder.
"Like this?" She looked at me with her big doe eyes.
"Just like that..." I smiled and moved her bangs away from her face. Her hair is growing a lot longer, almost to her chin. "You're really good at trying out new things."
"Really?" Sohyun lit up. She started playing the song perfectly after trying a few times, and I began quietly singing.
Even if it hurts,youcan't fight anymore Theworld that kept me hidden Please don't give up on me
Sohyun, please don't forget about me even if I hurt you. Please think of the good memories between us, and not the bad that's about to encounter.
It's selfish to say this, but once everything is better I will find my way back to you. Over and over again, I will choose you.
I love you so much.
I will find a way to be able to say those words again to you.
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This story buildup has been so slow I swear but next chapters are gonna be a lot different...
Song: TXT (투모로우바이투게더) — Maze In The Mirror (거울속의미로)
