❝You're thinking too much, just love me.❞
❝I'm scared to love you,❞ I mumbled under my breath. ❝Attachment is frightening.❞
❝I'm scared too, but I'm willing. I don't know how it feels like to be unconditionally loved by someone. I think that's th...
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Sohyun~
"Tell me now!" I kissed Beomgyu's cheek after we ate breakfast.
"No, tonight I will." He shook his head and I pouted.
"Is it good or bad?" I asked again and he genuinely got irritated, so I shut up. I'm pretty sure he noticed how I got a bit embarrassed after, because he grabbed my face and began planting soft kisses allover.
"You can't be sad, ever!" He looked at me with his boba ball eyes.
"Don't make me sad, then." I rolled my eyes and he got all awkward again.
"Where do you want to go today?" Beomgyu changed the topic and I shrugged.
"Anywhere is fine with me." I smiled.
We then left home to go to Dongdaemun. We went to the older parts of the area, since the main place is too crowded at this hour. Plus, I kind of like the vintage vibes as well. It's also a lot cheaper here since the stalls are ran by seniors.
"This is crazy good." I closed my eyes while devouring the rice cakes we bought.
I suddenly felt a pair of lips on mine, which shocked me a little. Beomgyu placed his hands behind my neck, pulling me in close to get a better taste.
"It really is crazy good." He uttered between our lips.
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Beomgyu~
Nana
I changed my mind
You have to do it in front of the whole school
What?
You're seriously crazy
*files attached*
I can start dropping these at exactly 12am
Ok stop
I'll do it
"Hey, I'll tell you tomorrow morning instead." I told Sohyun after she asked again.
"I'll stop asking." She whistled.
"Let's just sleep," I wrapped my arms around her before closing my eyes. Who knows when I will be able to do this again? "Goodnight, sunshine."
I pretended to be asleep for a while until I felt her relax. I opened my eyes again to look at her, admiring what is mine for the last time. Her small face, those big eyes that I could drown into for hours, her pretty lips that I love to kiss. Her beautiful soul that could never be replaced again.
Sohyun's one of a kind and I got the chance of knowing her. How damn lucky I am.
If only I knew my actions would lead to this, I would have lived my life safely or like a saint. The things I've done before are coming back to bite me, and it's affecting everything that I have right now.
If only I could run away to the other side of the world with this girl. Although I know how much her family means to her, and just how it would affect her to be away from them. She's still getting to know herself, and taking all that away from her is even more selfish than what I'm about to do.
Why does it have to be so cruel?
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Sohyun~
"It's my first time wearing a girl uniform!" I was finally able to get one after the weeks it took to tailor them. I spun around in excitement as I patted down the skirt.
"You look so pretty!" My boyfriend smiled as he cupped my face. We made out for a little while until my mom knocked on my bedroom door, instantly making us repel.
"You look great." My mom hugged me and I smiled.
We had breakfast quickly, before going to school where we were then stopped by Nana and her friends at the front gates. There's a lot of people already, and they formed a circle around me.
"What is going on?" I grabbed the hem of Beomgyu's shirt and hid behind him.
"Babe, tell her the truth!" Nana pulled him away from me and I winced.
"Let me handle this, okay babe?" Beomgyu took her hands off him. He stared at me with sad eyes and I began to feel my heart breaking.
"Is this what you wanted to tell me?" I whispered under my breath.
