After You [Book 1] ✓

After You 1

Z A N N A H

Being alone is not a big problem for me. I find it better than being surrounded with people I barely know.

People called me introvert. I don't know what does that mean but it was fine. It describes me anyway as they say.

But everything changed especially when suddenly, you entered my peaceful life that made my heart in chaos.

Your sweet words made me like a fool. From there, I thought we're destined to be together. But it is only I thought. Because from your sweet words, it became bitter that causes my heart to break.

I closed my eyes and I felt a tear escape from my eyes again. I once again remembered the words to told me.

“You're disgusting. . .”

Those are the words that I never expected to hear from you.

The once love is now hate. The once sweet is now in range.

And it was because of one mistake. That you're not even sure.

Everything change in a single snap. Na kahit ako, na sinasabi mong mahal mo ay hindi mo pinakinggan.

I don't really know what happen. I don't even know the reason why we are in this situation.

Pero isa lang ang alam ko, it hurts. It fucking hurt. . . so damn much.

Everything was unsure. Everything was unclear.

Pero, bakit ganun? Bakit ganun mo na lang ako iwan?

You said you love me, pero anong nangyari? Bakit hindi ko maramdaman?

Sabi mo, may tiwala ka sakin. Pero bakit nung sinabi kong hindi yun totoo bigla mo na lang akong tinalikuran at hindi pinakinggan?

Sa totoo lang ang unfair mo. Sobra.

You don't care for me anymore. Kahit masaktan pa ako, wala ka nang pakialam. Na noon ay hindi mo naman hinayaan.

Drey, why? Anong nangyari? Bakit tayo ganito? Hindi ko kasi alam. Hindi ok maintindihan. Ang gulo.

Can you please. . . make me understand? It's making me insane.

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