Always (Niall Horan)

Let me go

I woke up feeling better then ever. From my medican I would expect to feel drowsily or tired but not at all. I brought the blanket up higher against my naked body beneath it. I wanted to turn over to have my head barred in Nialls chest but that wasn't the case. I was alone in the bed. As soon as I noticed Nialls side of the bed was cold I sat up. I looked at the clock beside me seeing it was almost noon. Which made sense, the doctor did tell me that I would sleep a lot from this stupid medicine.

I got off the bed and found my clothes putting them back on, I walked out of the room determine to find where Niall had gone. As I left the room voice were speaking softly and I immediately recognized the voices.

"No! That's not an option. I won't do it." Niall said angrily. He was talking to Harry.

"Niall, you see her! She can't take this whole lifestyle! You have to break up with her!" My heart stopped at Harry's words. No. Niall couldn't. He told me he wouldn't leave me.

"Harry do you know what she said to me last night?"

"No Harry in serious! She told me don't leave me. She's going to be crushed. You can't just take away the only thing that makes her happy which is me." I smiled at Niall. He was sticking up for our relationship and not just listening to Harry.

"I'm not! I'm just saying maybe she needs to go back to Homes Chapel where the media and the fans aren't around."

"That wouldn't make her happy, she wouldn't have me. I would be upset too." They were both quiet. I had no idea where this conversation would go from here.

"Niall she needs to figure herself out. I'm surprised your not even considering what I'm saying! You found out she has an anxiety disorder and your not even upset about it."

"Yeah, because it was something personal to her. She had a very good reason why to keep it from me."

"Your not thinking straight." Harry spoke.

"No I am! I'm just being logical because I'm in love with her, I can't just break up with her because of what you think will help her. Let her decided for herself. In fact it's non of your business really."

"It is because I'm her brother Niall! I know what she wants and needs."

"No you don't because if you did you would know that her needs are being around me and staying here in London." This tension was growing. I had to go down there. I couldn't listen to this. I walked down the stairs and stopped. They both turned their heads to me.

"Macken-"

"No Harry, don't." I sighed.

"Why are you here? How come you think you know what's best for me?"

"Kenzie! That's because I do! You need a break from all of this." He sighed in frustration

"How do you know? Did I tell you I needed a break? No I didn't."

"You have a panic attack from all of the media and fans and paps! You wouldn't even take your medication Kenzie because you claimed you didn't need it! But guess who turned out to be right! Me! I kept telling you to take it but you didn't and you ended up in the hospital from it. Your not taking care of yourself." I wanted to go ballistic.

But I couldn't I had to remain calm. Niall didn't say anything just looked back and forth between us. But I think he noticed my clenched fist and the way I took a step toward him. Niall stepped in between both of us grabbing his hands in mine.

"Go take a shower I'll be there in a second." He whispered so only I could hear. Him saying he's going to meat me in the shower was the only thing that made me leave. I nodded and walked away back up the stairs. I was so angry!