Always (Niall Horan)

It slipped

I sat onto Harry's sofa with my back hunched staring at the t.v. I held the remote in my hand so tight sweat started to build up.

We returned to London about three days ago, I was very excited to be home. I didn't sleep a wink in the hotel room we were in, there were tons of people outside their hotel room screaming. I couldn't sleep! I don't understand how they all went to sleep peacefully

Flashback

I sat up looking at the clock which read 3;46 am. I was exhausted. All I could hear was the fans screaming and chatting their name. Niall was asleep next to me sound asleep. I was just frustrated.

I started to stand up to see if anyone had ear plugs.

''Kenz what are you doing?'' Niall mumbled

''Nothing, just go back to sleep.'' He turned over and fell back asleep.

I dug through Harry and my suitcase but nothing!

Flack back End

It was terrible! I woke up the next morning with a stiff neck. But that wasn't the worst part about our trip. It was the interviewer. That's exactly what I'm watching now.

Over and over again! I was freaking out! Of course me being the blabber mouth I am. I kind of slipped the news that Niall and I are dating.

All the interview asked me was which out the boys was I most close with.

Of course I said Niall and went on and on and on about and which is something I unfortunately do when I'm nervous and everyone gasped in the audience.

I haven't been on any social media because it's everywhere!

I wasn't exactly ready yet to tell people. I felt like Niall was a little upset that I told.

He told me it was fine but I wasn't. they all went out to dinner but I stayed behind

I didn't exactly want to bump into any fans. I love them to death. For everything that they have done

But I just wasn't ready to be asked questions about our relationship.

I didn't feel great either. I had a massive head ace and I felt exhausted.

I made a total fool out of myself.

I just need some space to think and I don't want to deal with the paparazzi yet or the fans!

I'm just not ready, not yet.

I slightly jumped at the slamming sound of the door. I saw all of the guys come in.

"Your still in the same spot we left you in." Liam laughed slightly

I cracked a smile and just nodded.

Niall came down and kissed my cheek. I smiled at his small gesture.

"You okay?". He whispers

I smiled and looked into his eyes

"Of course." He looked so dam happy!

His eyes lit up and he had crinkles by his eyes from smiling

"Hey you guys want a beer?" Zayn called from the kitchen

"O yeah!" Niall said.

He winked at me as he walked away to get a beer.

I looked up at the t.v again. gosh what have I done?

"I know your not okay." a voice said behind me

Louis was right behind me, almost watching my scared to death expression.