Two-sided

Chapter 23: usernames and bad stomaches

It was about 2 hours. I got up and walked to the hall. I check Ally's room, asleep. Ryans room, asleep.

I smiled and went back to Jc. "their asleep." I sat on his lap slowly. "Well then." he laughed and grabbed my waist. "So before we get down to it. Why don't we talk?" I said.

"Okay about what?" He smiled. "well I was in a coffee shop today." I laughed "oh really?" He said kissing my cheek. "yes, they were having a poetry night. I said a poem and it felt so good to release all those emotions."

Jc smiled. "So I'm dating a poet?" He kissed my lips. "Whoa whoa whoa it isn't Friday yet." I laughed. "Oh baby why do have to keep me away from you?" He laughed.

"Cause suspense is my favorite feeling." I said getting close to his lips. "well since you're a poet why not recite a poem for me?" He rubbed my cheek with his hand.

"When I look into your eyes, I'm embarrassed to know I could see your pupils and melt.
Your touch is something I crave, on my skin on my arms, or my lips.
Sometimes I feel as if your voice is something I could breathe and I could live.
Although my heart pumps wen faster when I see you, I blame your eyes for the doing of my blood rush." I got closer to him.

"When I look into your eyes I wonder what your eyes would say back to my lips, If I could listen to every breath.
Every language in the world could not express the fear, anger, happiness or anxiety that rushes through my veins each time I glance to you.
I blame your eyes for the embarrassment I love."

I kissed his lips. "well if my eyes could speak to your lips." Jc began. My ears perked when he said that.

"They would say my darling how my heart yearns for a souls like yours to walk near me on a path through life, when I need love in my chest I call upon your name and a mere glance at you reminds me of the intelligence I hear in your voice, the value of your touch, and yet there could never be another copy of your perfection because of you is why I continue to smile.
So my dear if my eyes could speak to your lips... they would speak every language... and yet never express their love.
But our lips have the same language... so come here." he kissed my lips and I grabbed his shoulders.

"Since when do you speak poetry?" I said. "It's called texting you." he laughed and kissed me. "wait what?" I asked and sat up.

"You know that girl I was telling you about?" I nodded. "Ya... well... That's you..." he smiled. It felt like my heart stopped.

"No you're lying!" I laughed nervously. Jc grabbed his jeans and pulled out his phone. He texted someone. I heard my phone ring and I went over to my purse and got my phone.

"YouTubeboy97... is you?" I asked. "Ya..." he laughed. I felt sick. "Umm..." I ran to the bathroom accidentally hitting Ally's door.

I slammed the bathroom door shut and threw up in the toilet. I heard pounding on the door "Nally! Are you okay baby?" It was Jc. "I'm fin--" I threw up again.

I heard mumbling and I heard the doorknob jiggle.
"Nally it's me..." it was Ryan. "Let me in..." he said. I crawled over and opened the door. Ryan shut the door and held back my hair.

I threw up a couple more times. "I hit Ally's door... I would've thought she woke up..." I said wiping my mouth.

"I know. She was taking medicine though, she had a nasty fall at a meet up and has to take antibiotics... they make her extremely sleepy." he explained.

"Oh..." I sighed. "what happened?" He asked. "Youtubeboy97 was really Jc..." I covered my eyes in shame.

"That's great!" He said "no it's not! I told him things only youtubeboy97 should've known!"

"Nally snap out of it! I'm going to pull an Ally right now and tell you to get a grip..." I was a bit shocked. And angry.

"Look I'm gonna tell you the story if me and Selena. When guys noticed her at the beginning of the relationship I was uneasy, she went to a meeting one night and I thought she was going to meet a guy." He exclaimed.

"I was an awful person and followed her! I saw she was with her manager. I went back home and told her nothing about it. The next time we went to a club and guy asked to dance with her, she said no. She saw I was jealous and said 'baby. stop it! I chose you for you, I don't give a fuck about the other guys. I see girls check you out all the time but I'm not worried because no matter how we got together or when... I know we are together for a reason."

I thought about it, then he took my hands. "Jc did anything to get close to you but he was scared to show you him, like the real him. Stop thinking of the bad, throw up as much as you want take a mint and kiss that boy!" I stared at him and nodded.

"You're right." I said and we stood up. "Thanks... Ally would be proud." I laughed and hugged him. "so I make a good Ally?" He laughed.

"Yes, yes you do." I laughed and was about to open the door when I turned to Ryan "Um by any chance do you have a mint?" I giggled nervously.

He pulled some mint gum out of his pocket and gave me some. "thanks bruh." I high fived him and left.

Ryan went back to bed and I stood in the hallway and watched Jc sitting on the couch. "Here goes..." I whispered.