The puppy pack on a road trip

Brett's POV

A/N: Thank you for 4,5k views! I'm still working on the second part. It already has over 40 pages. This one has over 80. Fun fact: I'm wearing a Stilinski hoodie rn. 

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TJ and I were standing a couple of feet away from them so we heard everything without using our supernatural hearing. I was honestly not surprised that Nolan remembered the coordinates. I had math classes with him and he was pretty good with numbers.

"His anxiety is getting better." Said TJ. I looked at her and then at Nolan who was talking to Ethan.

"Yes, it does. It's still very present but he is handling it better."

"I guess we do our job well."

"We are just being good friends." TJ smiled and leaned on me. I wrapped an arm around her shoulders to pull her closer. I looked down at her and smiled too. She was like a sister to me. A big one even though I was older than her. Only a week but it counted.

"Yes, we are." Nolan looked at us and smiled a little. I gave him a reassuring look. It seemed to help. He walked over to us. My arm was still wrapped around TJ's shoulders and she was still leaning on me.

"How did it go?"

"It was okay."

"Good job Nolan. You are making huge progress." He looked shyly down and played with his fingers. It made me wanna hug him.

"Thank you." TJ looked at my arm to signalize me to take it off. She was probably gonna hug him or something like that. When I took my arm off her she went to Nolan and hold his hands so he had to stop playing with his hands. As soon as their hands touched I felt a weird feeling in my stomach. What the hell? I had the urge to tear them apart and I never have felt that about someone else than Lori. But I had an explanation for that but not for this. I looked down at my hands. I was still human. At least that.

„It's okay. I'm sure they like you." Said TJ. After a year of spending with Nolan, we know how his anxiety worked. He looked up and tried to smile. The feeling got more intense and I could feel the wolf trying to get out. I took deep breaths to keep the wolf under control. It was still hard.

"Brett are you okay?" asked TJ. I have to get in control. The sun, the moon, the truth.

"Yeah, why?"

"Your hands." I looked down again at my hands and saw claws. Shit. I repeated the mantra over and over again but they didn't disappear. I started shaking. I couldn't let the wolf out. The last time it happened it didn't go well. I had Satomi back then. Now I didn't get an alpha. No Satomi. No Scott. Not even Derek who was a former one but he was a Hale. Shit shit shit.

"Brett. You are having a panic attack. You need to sit down." Said Nolan. I slowly sat down. Panic attack? No. Wolf trying to get out? Yes. I could hear the voices of the others and I also heard TJ telling them to back off. I was on the floor trying to calm down. My hands were shaking. Kill them. Come on.

"N-Nolan... what.." I couldn't finish my sentence. I tried to breathe but I felt like I couldn't. Like if I would breathe the wolf could get out. Nolan looked for the first time not overwhelmed he looked like he knew what to do. I was shaking heavier than before. Suddenly I saw for a second Nolan's body on the ground covered in blood with his throat ripped out. Blood was on my hands. His blood. Oh no. No. No. I couldn't let that happen.

"Focus. You need to focus on a good memory." That's easier said than done. I felt my hand cramping and suddenly my entire body was cramping. Fuck. I shook even more. It was hard to breathe. I suddenly couldn't breathe. Oh god, the wolf was getting out. I couldn't control it. Not like Scott. Or Theo.