If we had a chance, to go back and change anything, would we do it? Would we change everything? Not meet that person, or meet that person again? Save that person or ignore them? Not say anything or say the things we always wanted to say? But, as much as we do want to, we can't change what has already been done.
"What's that?" Jin's mother stared down at the small box that fell from Tae's pocket. They had sat in the room, Seok-joong and his father coming a little later as they all didn't even feel like eating. They would just stare at Jin, who's eyes were still closed, the beeping from the machine making the only noise in the room.
"Ah..well.." not feeling the need to speak, Taehyung open the box to reveal a nice, diamond ring. Jin's mother softly smiled, watching the ring shine with it's beauty, it was beautiful. Placing her hand on the box, closing it and putting her hand on his back, she spoke.
"Everything will be alright..you'll get to propose Taehyung, I know you will. My Jin, he would love it..I know he will" she smiled. She tried her best to think the positive way, she never liked thinking negatively, it was no good. Taehyung nodded, Jin's mother was right. He shouldn't be thinking wrong, he shouldn't have to.
"Hungry?" Seok-joong said, handing Taehyung a box of food as he grabbed one himself. Taehyung didn't want to be rude and not accept the food, yet he couldn't bring himself to eat the food in front of Jin.
They always ate together, no matter if they both work. They still seemed to find the way to eat together, because they found comfort in each other, enough to eat only with each other. Opening the box with a sigh, Taehyung took his chopsticks and dig in.
Beep!
Beep!
Beep!
Taehyung remembered the honk from the truck. It was like a flash of lighting coming beyond his eyes, not letting him have time to react. He shook his head, it wasn't a good time to think of anything like that.
Beep!
Beep!
Beep!
"What's that noise?" Jin's mother said, looking up as Jin's oxygen mask that went up..and down. It looked as if he was suffocating. They all quickly got up, going to Jin as they still heard the machine show his heart beat getting to fast. It made them worry.
"Doctor! Doctor please help us!" Jin's mother begged, as one of the doctors came with a nurse. The nurse made them stand outside, Taehyung looking through the window of the door to see anything.
"Don't look" he heard Jin's father said, who made him turn away before he could see anything. His eyes began to sting as a few tears came rolling down his cheeks. He was scared, worried, he didn't want anything to happen to Jin. He wanted him to be well, to be healthy, why did it have to be him?
...
The air felt suffocating. Taehyung was nervous. The doctor and nurses had come out, but no news. Jin's heart beat normally, but it still scared Taehyung. He didn't know the possibilities of it happening again, Jin's heart beat beating faster, or not at all.
"Who here is Mr Kim's parents?" They looked up. The doctor had a mask on. It was not clear what his expression was, but they all felt the atmosphere get heavier. Jin's parents raised their hands up, as they were to follow the doctor to a room.
Taehyung stood up and walked out of the hospital. His parents stood up, but stopped, they though Tae would want some space, in which he did need some.
Walking to a bench just outside the building, Taehyung sat down as he felt tears rolling down his cheeks, again, again, and again. He couldn't help but feel too much, he was thinking too much, he wanted too much, yet he couldn't get too much. He was hopeless. He wanted to help Jin, take him out of that horrible suffering, but how?
