No one knows what their future has. It's always a surprise. With happiness to sadness, what could we expect the future had for us? Possibly the future had something one liked, possibly something one hated, or even regret.
With the steadiness of the air, everything happened like a flash. Nothing made sense. Everything was perfectly fine just a few minutes ago, why did everything had to possibly go so wrong? Did he do something wrong? Was it a punishment of some sort? What was it?
Nothing was making sense for Taehyung, he had everything he possibly wished for, what did he do wrong?
"Hyung!" He yelled, rushing towards Jin's body, the laid on the floor, with blood flowing over him. A truck had struck to him, it had came from nowhere, but that wasn't important right now.
"Babe! Wake up! Someone! Call 911!!" Taehyung yelled, feeling his eyes tear up as he stared at Jin, who's eyes slowly closed. Shaking his body, all Taehyung could do was yell and yell, feeling his heart go thump..
Break..
Thump..
Break..
"Someone! Please!" His tears ran down his cheeks, holding onto Jin's body, blood splatter all over his clothes. Everything happened too fast, he didn't know what to do. All the voices around him were becoming not understandable, him not caring as all he cared about was Jin.
"Move out the way please! Paramedics coming through!" The crowd around Taehyung separated, letting the paramedics come through. As for Taehyung, he didn't want to let go of Jin, he was scared, scared of the possibilities that could happen in a second.
"Sir please, you need to let go for us to help him, please let go" one of the ladies said, making Taehyung let go as his tears wouldn't stop from rolling down. He was caught in emotions, too much emotions that made him overwhelmed. He just sat there, watching them take him into the ambulance, his mouth covered with an oxygen mask.
He quickly got into the ambulance, feeling the need to be by Jin's side. The paramedics knew they couldn't let anyone into the ambulance, but with Taehyung, holding onto Jin's hand tightly, they had to give an exception.
"Sir, please keep your hands away from him now" Taehyung saw that they had the AED, making him let of go of Jin's hand and back away a little. He saw Jin's body lift up into the air and down, making him worry that he wouldn't wake up.
It was going to be a long ride to the hospital, Taehyung's heart beating out of normal. He didn't like it this time, it was a different type of out normal, it was painful. He stared at Jin's body, who laid on the bed, shock being sent through his body. Was his heart beating like his? His eyes were closed, was he sleeping?
...
They had taken Jin up to a room, making Taehyung wait outside. He called his mother, Jin's brother and parents. Sitting down on a chair, his leg couldn't stop bouncing, nothing was making sense, nothing at all.
"Taehyung!" Starring up, he saw Jin's parents and brother come up to him. He quickly got up, walking to his mother as he held her tightly. He felt the need of wanting to cry, his eyes, his emotions, his heart not being able to be in peace.
"Whats wrong Tae? Where's Jin? Why'd you call us here!" Seok-joong said, staring at Taehyung, who's eyes cried as he held Jin's mother tighter. He couldn't get no words out of his mouth, he wanted to tell them, tell them everything that had happen.
"Jin..he..he" Taehyung choked on his words.
"He what Tae?!" Seok-joong was getting impatient. He was thinking of the worse. It was his younger brother, how could he not be worried?
"He got run over.." Seok-joong stared at Tae with blank eyes. His parents stared at Taehyung, who's tears dropped from his eyes and onto his cheeks.
"..what room is he in?.." Taehyung shrugged. They never told him. They just sat him down like he could be calm about everything.
"You don't know? How?! How do you not know?!" Anger was fear for Seok-joong. He never liked it, but it was all he could do to cover his fear.
"Seok-joong, calm down please" his father said, putting his hand on his chest as he sighed. His father was right. Nothing will solve with yelling.
They sat down on the chairs that Taehyung was sitting in, impatiently waiting for anything at all. It felt like hell, waiting for any news, any signs of anything, waiting for a minute to go felt like an hour. They all were feeling too overwhelmed, many thoughts were filling up their heads, there could be many possibilities and one could be dea—
"For Kim Seokjin?" They stood up, seeing a doctor walk up to them with a serious face. Taehyung gulped.
"The truck..it hit his full body, he's breathing but..his brain, it bled too much that..I don't-"
"Stop" they all stared at Taehyung, who couldn't hear no more. He didn't want to hear anything, nothing about Jin. He was scared, scared for the worse. The truck did seem to hit Jin too hard, it was driving too fast, why, just why him? Why there? Why him? Why? Why? Why now?
"Son?" Taehyung stared up, seeing his mother as he was quickly engulfed in her arms, his tears streaming down as if they were racing to get to the finish line.
"It's okay Taehyung..he'll be alright.." she softly said, smiling softly at Jin's mother, who held her husband's hand returning the smile. She pat Tae's back, trying to calm him down but nothing seemed to work.
His tears wouldn't stop, his heart wouldn't stop beating painfully, his head wouldn't stop thinking negatively. He was scared, sad, angry, confused, his emotions were everywhere. He didn't know why, why did this have to happen.
It was supposed to be a special day, he was going to make this day a special day. He had prepared everything, everything to propose to him. He learned he didn't want to be far away from him, he learned it was love at first sight that he felt throughout this whole time, he learned the different feelings, he learned to appreciate the many things he had in life, he learned that he finally loved someone, and that person was Jin.
...
Two hours had passed like a day. They all sat, stood up, walked around, waited for anything else from the doctor, but nothing came. They sometimes wanted to barge into the room, to see what was happening, but respected the hospital's rules. Seok-joong and his father went out to get some food, also wanting to get their thoughts away from their heads.
Taehyung had stayed with his mother and Jin's mother, holding onto both of their hands as he sat in silence. He didn't say anything for the two hours, making the others also say nothing. What could they say? All they could think of was what would happen to Jin, if he was alright, if he was al-
"Ma'am's? Sir?" They looked up, seeing the same doctor from before.
"Would you follow me?" They nodded, Taehyung not letting go of their hands, not planning to do so any sooner. They walked behind the doctor, who took them to the right, opening a door that was close to the end.
Taehyung was scared, to not know what would be there, his heart beat in fear. Tightening his grip on their hands, they entered, seeing Jin lay on the hospital bed, an oxygen tube on his mouth, his eyes still closed since the time in the ambulance. Taehyung gulped. He saw Jin's body. It seemed in place yet in pain.
"His body suffered many injuries, from his abdomen to his lower body..and his brain, as I tried to say before, bled. His heart is still beating, which is a relief, but..I hope for the best from here on."
"What chances of living?" Taehyung said, his mouth speaking by itself. He wanted to know, yet he didn't. His heart didn't want to suffer no more, but his mind wanted to know if Jin would suffer.
"I'm sorry.."
