My Diary Entries

3/19/15 4:03

(I wasn't going to post this so sorry about grammatical errors. I'm sure I make them anyway. But I just thought "whatever I have nothing else to post" so here you go)

So I've missed a lot of days haven't I?... Yeah but nothing really happens that often so it wouldn't be interesting if I updated every/almost every day. Ok well I'd be lying if I said it was interesting anyway. Omg I realized it's Thursday so I don't have much time anymore to figure out whether I should see if I can go dress shopping!! Ugh! I want to go but I don't know. Whatever it's not that big of a thing I guess. I'll just ask and deal with it if my dad says yes. Onto other news: I've been doing nothing this entire week. Like I get home and go on the computer all day, yesterday I slept the entire day. Like literally the ENTIRE day. How? I have no clue. At least I got to laugh for practically hours straight because of Pewdiepie, Smosh, Nigahiga, Shane Dawson, and other channels that I don't feel like listing. And my birthday is just getting closer and closer and i'm so excited! Not for presents (I don't even ask for any most of the time) but just because I'll feel like a real teenager. Like 13 is like "I guess i'm a teenager" but I don't really feel like it yet. I don't know, that's how I am. And I think my subconscious really wants me to have a boyfriend/girlfriend because I keep getting these dreams that... That a 13 year old really- REALLY- shouldn't be having... That's all i'm saying. Also I just want to say that I love Five Nights at Freddy's soooooooo much! If you do t know what it is, it's a video game and you should really know what it is. Like seriously. And if you do and you hate it, well I think I just like getting scared... But jumpscared, I can't handle little girls coming out of your TV screen! Lol that explanation sounds so freaking weird... But you should know what I mean. Oh and I hate the movie that rhymes with Gaw. Not jaws, I realized it kind of sounds like that. But that movie freaking scarred me so I can't even write out the name of it. I was a scared-ey cat when I was younger... Still kind of am but not as bad at all. I'm just scared of little noises at night, like if I hear my dad downstairs my mind will think "ITS A DEMON UNDER OUR BED" and hide in my blankets because apparently blankets shield off anything and everything. Also we are now playing soccer in PE and T and I are sooooo immature! Like Mr. V will be like "...you'll grab a ball..." (Or something) And her and I will just laugh. And especially the "make sure to spread you legs T" I said when we were doing this practice thing where we had to kick the ball through people's legs... Still sounds wrong. But yeah, we are so immature and get strange looks when we keep making those jokes. But obviously we don't care about the looks. But I continuously make dirty jokes and T's like "stop being so immature!" Lol. I'll write out a little part of conversation for you because I just remembered it...

So I kept poking her in her side and she said "stop stabbing me!"

So I said "that's what you said last night" and idek I just remembered that and laughed again.

Okay enough because I know not everyone will even understand that. So I wore a dress today... I just felt like it. It was different but I think I should wear more dresses! It was kind of fun too.